running a very high temperature now. nothing that a good old shower in the cold can fix. pshht.
i'm still under alot of medications. that sucks. this sucks. everything sucks.
i should really change my means and ways of life.
maybe if i start trying to live it to the fullest, every pain might actually go away. L.O.L

i hate how my family is turning into. but its nothing in my will power to save.
god bless all of y'all. i might actually shift houses if i want too.
cause i'm already "legal" for my age to move out. just not "legal" to buy a house.

i miss my bestfriend. no, she's not far away. just a half and hour bus ride.
but i feel like we don't connect anymore like we used too. i don't know if she feels that way too.
but i miss her. i miss talking crap and bullshit with her.
i miss having stupid lomo conversations with her.
i miss everything that we used to do together.
like how i'll come by your place and we'll wrestle with each other.
slap each other etcetc.
i miss my bestfriend.
i'll wait for her to come back. or is it just me?

i love my baby, (:
my baby makes me happy.
hoping to meet you soon and get that hug and kiss that i want (L)

honey, i hope you're doing fine.
you're never forgotten ok. i love you, always.

take care readers.
xoxo.