" Happy birthday bangla. HAHA.
Ps; click on the pictures to enlarge. "

Alright. So, this is how i break it down. Haha. Supppppppppp :))))

The week, Mon to Fri.

I'm back to work. Yupp. Attached to ward 64 now. Seen familiar faces around. The staff i mean. Haha. And i'm so happy they still remember me. Female staff nurses and enrolled nurses dear. Those from renal and rehab. Haha. So honoured :DD So anyways, posted to surgical site. I know a few nurses there as well. They're fun to work with. Haha. The week went alright. One time i was puji-ed by the staffs. Another time i was brought down real bad by the sister. I got councilled by miss rahimah and i got to know it wasn't my fault. Haha. So, yeah. My patients are all very well behaved except for some. A pain in the a__. Tskk. So anyways, work has been alright. Met bf after work on some of the days. And i'm only working with jaime and jeremy. And some NYP and NUS students. Omg. Don't get me started on them. Seriosuly.

Yesterday, 23rd May 2009.

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY MUHD NABIL FIRDAUS BIN AZIZ.

I stayed home till afternoon. Took care of my granddad. Babylove called up to ask if i wanna follow to east coast to celebrate nabeel's birthday. So i said ok. Then this is what happened. Apparantly, mother is running late so nobody will be taking care of my grandfather if i went out. So i told babylove that i'll meet them at east coast instead. Then, mother came home so late, i met them at tampines since they went off late. Haha. Waited for beel to come and all. Sang the birthday song there and blew off the candles there. Took 31 to east coast park. Cut the cake. Bought drinks. Eat food. Usual people went drinking. Played dog&bone. So funny. Haha. And so rough they play. Tskk. After that, some of them went to shower. Then chit chatted for awhile. This birthday boy right, go against three liverpool fans. OhhEmmGee. Tak nak kalah seh. The convo went something like this.
Beel: Kite ade record lah eh. 49 unbeaten matches ( arsenal fan )
Mul: Tapi takde trophy pe.
Beel: Record lagi bagus lah eh. Trophy buat pe. Arsene wenger leh bikin trophy sendiri la.
Mat: Eh, takde dignity pe nak buat trophy sendiri.
Beel: Apape la. Record lagi bagus dari menang trophy.
Mul: Orang kalau gi rumah arsene wenger and alex ferguson, dorang lebih suke alex nye rumah pasal banyak trophy dari arsene.
Beel: Apape lah. Record lagi penting. Trophy anytime arsenal leh angkat ah.
Me: Kalau dah ade record, puas ati ade trophy sekali kan.
Mat & Mul: AH!
Beel: Tak payah lah. Main thing is, kita ade unbeaten record. Korang takde. Dah.
Haha. Merepek kan. Takpe la. Birthday dier kan. Kasi dier menang la. Record pun record lah. Lol. Then headed out from east coast park. Went to buy some drinks. Sat down for awhile then took 31 back to tampines. Me and babylove bought food from macs and i blanja birthday boy milo mcflurry. Haha. Headed to pondok behind 159/169 whatever that block number is. Talk-talk. Camwhored. 10 plus me and babylove went back home. Terserempak with helmi/hilmi. Whichever the spelling is. Yupp. Homed. Bathed. Prayed. Ate. Here i am nowww. Haha. Watching last comic standing. So boring. Updated because the guys wants the photos. So, FOR THEIR SAKE. Haha. Ok then. I guess this is it.

Today, 24th May 2009.

I'll be home. Haha. Watching spongebob now. So boring. Pffft. I'll update if i have too. Ps; i won't be updating much since i've already started attachment. So yupp.
Btw; Happy LEGALLY 18th birthday muhammad nabil firdaus bin aziz.
Semoga panjang umor, murah rezeki.
Dapat banyak chicks but please stay to one. Haha.
&May you stop smoking so much and drink so much cause its bad for health
( Nurse speaking oi. HAHA )
And MAY WITH ALOT OF LUCK, arsenal win the trophy next season. Or the season to come or the next season or the next. Haha.
Ps; whatever with the record. Ok thanks bye :)))
Haha. Ok. So yupp. Done.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Thanks for yesterday. I had a fun time with you. Haha. And thanks for the rest of the days too. Days like you will never go dull. Cause you're my sunshine in a cloudy day. You make my days shine when its gloom. Awww. I love you babylove, always.
And i'll be there for you if you need me. You know i always am. And you know i will always be. I'll see you on monday. Haha. And i'll be needing that shoulder of yours to lean on.
Ps; eveyrtime when i lie on your shoulder, it brings back past memories when i first time lie on your shoulder and the first time you commented on it. Haha.
Want to know? Tanya i sendiri :))))
Ok, before i bobual merepek. I hope you'll call me soon! My eyes are starting to be on shut down mode. Haha. Mwahmwah.

On another note.
To moronic bestf.
Oi b___. You ok not? Feeling better already? Can don't make me worried? Grr. One week never talk to you only so many things happen. You think what? Fun fair is it make me worried all? Not funny know. Seriously. You got go doctor not? Ahyeer. Still not ok go doctor ah. If not i suhlap your bloody face. I'm serious know. Now got the flu thing all. Must take care of yourself la. Ahyeer. And ps; i know you miss me and love me la. Macam tak tau gitu. Haha. Yes, i do miss and love you too but i know you miss and love me more. Don't need to deny. Ok bye. Mwah.

Till then.
Goodbye/}
Ps; people who were there are:
- Nabeel.
- Me.
- Babylove.
- Safwan.
- Multazam.
- Ray.
- Bal.
- Fehrin.
- Sheeqeen.
- Ruzaini.
- Saiful.
- Faris.
- Nashrun ( left after inter )

& I KNOW WHEN I DIE, YOU'RE ON MY MIND.
And i'll love you, always.

Suppppppppppppp :)) Haha. Ok, Breaking it out down.

Friday, 15th May 2009.

I went to johor with my aunt, uncle, cousin and mother. Went to xtra to do our baju raya. I think i'll be loving my baju this year. Fyi, colour is blue. Haha. Yeah. The whole family on my mum's side will be wearing blue and there will be a family portrait and stuff since there has been many new additions to the family. So yeah. Its gonna be nice. I hope. After that, headed off to jaya jusco. Walk around. Bought some stuffs. Ate at johnny's. OhMGee. The food so niceee. Haha. Its like seoul garden. Serious. Damn nice. Haha. Then headed off to giant to do some grocery shopping. Then back to jaya jusco to get the pictures then go off. Yupp. Had some problems here and there with baby. I don't want to talk about it :)))

Today, 16th May 2009.

Talked with baby in the morning. Then watch tv. Ate. Get ready. Met baby at outram park mrt. Thank god things are settled. Weee. So happy. Haha. Went to little india. Walked to KKH. Since baby wants to know how to go there. Yeah. Initial plan was to eat thosai masalah. Buttt, haha. Takpela. Then headed off to bugis to eat. Ate at this place infornt of masjid sultan. Then he went for smokey-smokey. Headed back home. Took the train. Slack at my block for awhile. Then homeeeee. Here i am now watching rumor has it and chatting with baby. Haha. Ok. I don't know what to say already. And, man u sucks for winning the trophy. HAHA.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
" Taslim says:
tak tak
betol
i nk try fikir positive
mcm nk try untung in whatever i do
ツ NDS. says:
ape you untung by fikiring positive?
Taslim says:
i tak marah. i dpt pahala psl i sabar n tk maki "
Haha. Aww. You are trying to change. I'm so blessed to have you dear. And these past few days, thou there are abit of downs, we always pull through. Just like any other couple. Haha. Kan dear? I hope, we'll stay this way for some time. Happy together. And in the future too, insyaallah. I love you babylove. More then ever. And you BP too. HAHA! I can never forget it. Mwahmwah!
Ps; pleasurepleasurepleasure.

On another note.
To moronic bestf.
Don't lie la. Never cry all. Pshhhht! Haha. Cannot stop la please. Its so fun you know. Bully you all. Cause i cannot bully anyone else so i have to bully you la. Haha. I think its funfair lah. Most probably. Heh! Grant what wish? You have wishes? HAHA! I didn't know ah. I'm so sorry. *giggles* Please lor. You miss me and love me more. Thats it.
Lupchewwwwwwwwwww :D

Till then.
Goodbye/}

EVEN THE BEST FALL DOWN SOMETIMES,
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

" so happy together. "

Supppppp homs :) Alright, this is how i break it down.

Thursday, 14th May 2009.

I met up with baby at about 1045? Then we headed to serangoon. Ate KFC. Then headed off back to serangoon home to slack. Had fun and stuff. Haha. Then, around 5, we headed off back to tampines home. Slacked abit then we went home. I chilled. Think weather i wanted to change clothes anot. But then, nevermind la. Haha. Lazy and i find my other clothes inappropriate to wear without baby around. So yeah. Headed out again to meet kimberly and sakinah. Haha. Its been a long time since i met them/talk to them/smell them/laugh with them/go crazy with them! And i finally did yesterday. Bestnyeee :)

We at first opted to eat at LJS. But me, so pandai, forgot to take out money. Haha. So we headed down and i went to DBS to withdraw money. Then ate at BK. These two i tell you, when it comes to ME EATING, they will force me like one kind. Make sure i finish eating and all. Haha. But, because of them, i managed to finish my fries and 3/4 of the burger. Ok what right? Hahahahaha. My motivators of eating works. Next time, they must force me to upsize my meal, see who is finishing who's meal in the end. Rofl. Then we talked. Did some catching up. Haha. Its fun. We should do it more ofthen. LOL!

Sakinah's bf came awhile later. Then we headed home. Yeah. Eh, we should really do this more ofthen. Haha. Sua eh? Lol. Oh, i noticed some changes in them while i was away.
Kinah; talks more, now cigg starter for bf, talks more, fringe grew longer, talks more, has a new cute phone, talks even more.
Kim; she's starting to cut down on ciggies. Marvalous! :)))))) &she getting more prettier. Really. Serious. Tak bedek.
So yeah. I notice people if i'm long gone from them. Lol. Aku kan maniac :D
Texted with baby. And now, i think he's asleep. Dah biase bobual sendiri. Haha. I love you still.

Today, 15th May 2009.

I'll be off to johor to do my baju kurung with aunt, uncle, cousin and mum. Yeah. So i'll update once i'm back. Ok?

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Heyy baby *waves* I really had fun with you today. And on tuesday too. So unforgettable the experience. Haha. We should do this ofthen but not like last time. Later not strong already, not fun. Hehe. *Inside joke* And thank you for letting me go out with kinah and kimberly today. Thank you for trusting me. It means so much to me. I'm not like last time ok? Please remember that. I'm not gonna hurt you anymore. Andandand, HOW COULD YOU SLEEP ON ME?! Grrr. Haha. Tadi kat rumah tak cukup ke tidur? Kesian you penat. Takpela. I give in this time. Besok, you better watch out ah. I terpekik terlolong kat telinga you pasal you tidur. Hehe. Joking je. Macam i berani gitu. And macam mak nenek seh. Haha! Ok da, sebelum i bobual merepek, i love you babylove, ever and ever and ever and ever. Even if you don't love me anymore. Aww. Sweetnye. Heh! No one can replace you baby. And i really mean no one. Ok. I nak tydo ni. Mwahmwah!

On another note.
To moronic bestf.
Oi minah. Haha. Yesterday got cry anot? Don't cry la. Sikit-sikit cry. Bully you only merajok. Must be strong la. Later people all bully you then you merajok, where can like that? Must be strong and tough. Play netball yet you this lembek. Suhlap you then you know. Haha. Joking ok. Anyways, imy. As always. And forever. Lupchew too.
Macam tak tau gitu. Lol :D

Till then.
Goodbye/}

I'LL BE THE LOVE THATS GONNA LAST,
I'll be the one that gotcha back.

Suppppppppp :) Ok, this is how i break it down. I.

Tuesday, 12th May 2009.

Ok. So i met baby at 1130. Supposedly 11. But he woke up late. Haha. So i waited for him for 15 minutes. Yeah. Then we sat around while waited for nabil to reach tampines. Haha. Semua janji melayu. Pfft. Talked. Laughed. Then we went to prime to photocopy his bank book. Then met nabil infront of macs. Then he went to buy ciggies. Then took 31. Off to school. Met syukri at forum. Then went to meet mdm shyamala. Baby and bil passed her the stuff and all. Then they went smokey-smokey. I patiently waited. Grr. Haha. Then headed to cafe 1 to eat. I was coughing so badly. Haiyaa. Flu stuck on me like anything. Then walk around school -___-" Cause baby and bil keep challenging on who is much more popular. Baby, bil and syukri got screams of their names. Haha. Pffft. Guys. THEN! Out of the blue/pink/red/purple/green sky, my name got shouted too! Haha. Asyura oh asyura. Lol. Headed to level 6 cause bil and syukri wanted to practise on their song. Me and baby challenged on games. Haha.

Headed off for smokey-smokey again. Haiyaaa. Haha. Then headed down to level 2 to see the rest. Hakim's band is there to audition for nurses day. I don't know what song they're gonna sing but whatever. Didn't stay long cause of me. Hope they did well la yeee :)
After that, we went home. Slacked. Then yeah. Haha.

Today, 13th May 2009.

I'm stucked at home. I've been achoo-ing for the whole day. I got scolded cause i didn't go to the doctors. Pfffft. Thanks eh. Haha. Anyways, didn't do much. Sit. Lie down. Watch tv. Text. Sleep. Pray. Etcetcetc. Now, i'm watching american idol and talking with baby. Yupp.
I hope, adam and kris get into the finals.
Yeah. &OH, kris's version of heartless, marvalous. Ok. Done. Haha.
I'm gonna post a post on my wordpress. Want to know the password, tag me at my blog.
Please note. Certain people only ok are allowed to read.
Thats it i guess.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Heyy baby * waves * Ok. I'm kinda bummed out that today we couldn't meet. I wanted badly to eat mac's with you. Haha. But nevermind, theres always some other days right? Lol. Hoping tomorrow you can follow me to the polyclinic. So if anything happens, you're there for me :)
Aww, wouldn't that be sweet? Haha. Anyways, i love you so much babylove. I do.
Nothing can stop me from loving you.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Haha.
Ps; babies are cute. I want one. Hehe. Mwahmwah!

On another note.
To moronic bestf.
Haha. Ok la ok la. No for whatever things you have said in your blog ok? I give you face but that doesn't mean i'm gonna stop bullying you. Cause you said, you still love me when i bully you. So it won't change abit? Kay pumpkin? Haha.
And you know, i know, everybody knows,
You suck forever cause you're my bestf.
:)))))))))
You can cry all you want. You can cry me a river. But it still won't change abit.
And i do not make you suffer! You wanted me to make you suffer cause you made friends with me.
Haha! Lupchew!

Alright then.

Goodbye/}

WHAT YOU GIVE TO ME,
Takes my breath away.

" Love like this. "

Supp homssssssss :) Alright. This is how we break it down.

Monday, 11th May 2009.

I went to school. Bumped into shirah while waiting for 31. Then met baby, yan, nabil, michelle, rebecca, joce and someones. Can't remember who. Sit there slack for awhile. Then after that headed off to level 5 with baby, yan and nabil. Wanted to see miss rahimah but then she was at level 6. Wahh. Haha. So, went up to level 6. Met miss rahimah. Gave her my logbook and donation card. Then mdm phyllis came and ask baby about his health and stuff. Yeah. Went for my audition. Only four people please. Haha. Me, azmi, hazmi and yazid i think his name. We had fun lah. Laughing here and there trying to ease the tension. Slacked around then went off with baby and yan. They went smokey-smokey. Then me and baby left. Went to simei long john to eat. Then headed back to serangoon home for sessions. Haha. Then went back to tampines. Headed to tampines 1. Wanted to get for mum this baju she wanted quite sometime back, but it didn't have her size already. So, we went round and round, couldn't find a proper baju. Then i remember she wanted a ipod. Since they didn't have a 4gb ipod nano. I got for her a sony walkman 4gb + cheesecake. Haha.

Then we went to secret recepie. Baby wanted to get chocolate cake for his mum since it was her birthday today. But he don't like the people all staring at me so he changed his mind. Instead, he got a cake from bengawan solo and mc chicken for his mumsie. Haha. So cool right his mum? Anyways, slacked with him for awhile. We had photo sessions of ourselves. Haha. So fun. Then headed back home. Luckily mum was still awake, so i gave her the belated mothers day gift. Woman screamt with joy upon receiving her gifts. Haha. Great to see her this happy. AND SHE SO RAJIN READING THE BOOK ON HOW TO OPERATE THE MP3. Haha. So cute. She ate her cheesecake and she went to bed. Poor mumsie so tired.

Currently, i'm chatting with baby and watching house on AXN. So bored.

Tuesday, today.

I'm going to accompany baby back to school. Together with nabil. They have to pass their teacher the bank book photocopy thing. Then after that, i not sureeeeee :)
( More updates on today later on. Tune in folks )

Ok then. I guess thats in for now. Haha.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
THANK YOU FOR YESTERDAY. I like like alot. Haha. The day spent with you was simply marvallous. Eventhough we were shaky at first, but things started to be pretty fine soon enough. Hee. Yesterday, oh baby i can't get if off my head. The way you pushed me. Haha. They way you pekik. The way you squeeze my hand. I suke tengok you cam gitu. Macam i tak tau ape feeling dier ah. Haha. Anyways, i'll be meeting you again later. Yay! Haha. So happy. Long time never meet now we're meeting two days straight. Bestnyeeeee :)))
Anyways, i hope things will be good for us in the days to come. I really like to see you happy and you know you like to see me happy and i know you know you don't want to have any flaws. We're both trying really hard to change and be the best for each other. Weee. I'll always remember this day and that day you surprised me at the hospital. Memories like these baby, its not worth it if i don't remember. Hee. I hope, more memories of these will come. ANDAND, tadi kat dalam bus tu, mintak break tu, not funny eh you. Haha. Serious.
Ok, sebelum i membebel merepek. I love you babylove, more then ever, ever then more :))))) And i really hope, more years to come. Mwahmwah!

On another note.
To moronic bestf.
Woii. No blockquote for me. No blockquote for you. Haha.
Lupchewberymuch.
Alysha Insyirah Bte Abdul Malik :)))

Till then.

Goodbye/}

NOW I'LL NEVER BE LONELY, LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE SHOWN ME,
I'd never find a love like this.

" Stairway to heaven. "

Supp homsssssss :) Haha. Yeah. I've changed my blogskin. Felt like changing. I was bored too. And pissed off cause i couldn't play this particular spongebob game. Arghh. Been wanting to play it for quite some time, when i had the chance, its not working! Balls betul. Pffft!

Anyways, yesterday, i went out with mummy dearest and brother. First to lucky plaza mac's cause me and brother haven't eat. Then off to hospital. See gran. She pengsan-ed at home then her head hit i don't know what. Then went to walk around at takashimaya, paragon cause brother need to buy i don't know what stuff. Then headed back to hosp. Stayed there till i don't know what time to have our dinner. Haha. Then off back home. Texted with baby. Gyeah. Home, watched liverpool against west ham. Gerrard scored 2 and 1 from babel. Yeahh. Haha. Won 3-0.
* BIG BIG BIG SMILES *
Someoneeeeeeeeeee said he wanted to call me or i call him but that someoneeeeeeeeeee slept first without even telling me. Wanna know who that someoneeeeeeeeeeee is? Haha. I bet you all have guessed by now. Don't need to tell pun korang dah tau kan kan kan? :D

I couldn't sleep. I swear i only knock off at 5am. My bloody head was hurting. My stomach was in pain. I couldn't sleep. Balls. I called-called baby. He couldn't wake up. Ni la orang tidur tak ingat dunia. Haha. Then when he terwoke up at 4 plus. Texted him for awhile then i slept. Yeah.

Todayyyyy,
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MUMSIES!
i stayed home all day. Was supposed to celebrate mothers day but what time sia i woke up just now. Haha. I missed out on kim too. Sorry babe. Make it up to you soon. And i was still in pain and i got flu and sore throat. Stupid sia. Arghh! Haha. Then texted with babylove. Yeah. Watched tv. Blahblahblah. Watched manchester united against manchester city. Manchester united won 2-0, i think. I can't remember.
* BIG BIG BIG SAD FACE *
Then now, its arsenal against chelsea. Chelsea leading 2-0 before half time. I think, arsenal no chance. Haha. Sorry ah. But i really think they got no chance. Lol.

Tomorrow, i'm going back to school to pass my logbook and my donation card. Then go for emcee audition. Then off to tampines 1 to get for my mother something. Yeah. I don't know if i can meet babylove tomorrow anot cause his teacher ask him to reach school by 1130am. Mangkok betol. Haha. So yeah. I don't know la. We'll see how things are tomorrow. Ok then. I'm gonna go now. Haha.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
OMG! DAH ONE WEEK PLUS TAK JUMPA! Haha. I've been emphasizing that for i don't know how many times already. Yeah. Haha. Ok. I tau i merepek. Sheesh :D
Anyways, you busy-busy bumble bee eh this past week but thank god you made time for me. Aww, so sweet. Seriously :))) You even made my day a happy one yesterday by that text you sent me on the kahwin thing. Haha. * I tau you dah tak ingat! Bluek! * Made me laugh. I felt so happy. Chey. Happiest girl in the world you know. Hehe.
Anyways, besok, harap-harap lah kita boleh jumpa. And harap-harap besok you tunggu i sampai i habis audition i. Heh. Beh ikot i pegi tampines 1 belikan barang untuk mama. I tau you malas tapi untuk i ok ok ok? Thank you. Heh!
Btw, macroni and cheese saye mane dah? Kate je nak bagi. Biler ni? I nak lah. Cepatttt. Haha. Ok. You just reached from from rivervale and you are not replying to my text means you kusyuk with the psp. Grrr. Amek baru tau. Haha. I love you babylove, forever more. Nobody can break us apart. And i mean nobodyyyyyy. Mwahmwah!

On another note.
To moronic bestf.
Haha. Thank you so much for your blockquote. I suke banyak-banyak. You make me happy. CHEY! Haha. Ehhleshhhah Inchiraar Bintin Ahbdoo Mahklekz, ilupchewbewymuch! Haha. And please la, everything goes my way please. Why must go your way? You think you who? Huh huh huh? Haha. I'll only allow it to go your way if you say your are the QUEEN OF KENTALS. Yes. Haha. Queen of kentals then i can say you win and everything goes your way. If not, things will still go my way. Ok ok ok? Haha. I love to suck your blood, pluck your nerves, make you pull your own hair and make you run in rectangles while screaming to ghosts. Very fun you know. You should try on me. Wait, i don't think you can! Haha. I'm so good at this. You suck fool, forever :)) Love you backside.

Till tomorrow.

Goodbye/}

THE OLD ME'S DEAD AND GONE,
But the new me will be alright.

" I miss you, dear "

Well, here are the updates. My lappy is back. So its good news yo! Haha. Pshhht. Whatever.
&Ps; i miss S&B too :)
Both of you should know who you are.

Thursday, 07 May 2009.

I stayed home most of the day till about six plus. Went out with family to arab street. Cause dad wanna have dinner outside. Upon parking the car, i spotted my cousins. Haha. They were sheesha-ing at this restaurant. I forgot the name uh. Haha. So, had dinner at that restaurant, then my dad wanted to sheesha -____-" So they sheesha-ed while i text with baby. Haha. Migraine attacked. Pshhhht. Whatever. 10 plus baby headed off to bed. Couldn't blame him. He's been really busy that day. Heading here and there, help here and there. I know its really tiring for him and i understand. Yeah. May his soul be blessed with Allah's blessing and may his soul rest in peace. I'm here always for you, dear :)

Friday, 08 May 2009.

I stayed home all day. I did the chores. Did laundry, cooked for family, re-organized my room (like finally!), sweep and mop the floor. My back bone was aching after everything was done. Omg. Haha. I'm growing old! *panic attack* Whatever. Nyahaha. I watched back chelsea and barcelona match and the referee was damn stupid please. Its not fair. Haha. I didn't know which team i wanted to win but who cares, all i want is that team to beat man u in the finals! Haha. I think barcelona will do well, i hope.

Saturday, today.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL BE DOING THE WHOLE DAY BUT MY BEST GUESS ITS GONNA BE THE SAME THING LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY. Haha :D
It sucks not working, *sobs*
Haha. Mum is working tomorrow. Brother will be out for soccer. Fathers in KL. I'm stuck alone at home. Pshhhht! OH! Migraine is back. Gonna go off real soon now.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Hey baby *smiles widely* Hows things holding up for your family? I hope its good. I hope things are getting controlled now. Remember like what you told me the other day ok? He loves him more :))) I'm still bumped out that i'm not meeting you till next week. We broke a record! Haha. Ok, i tau i merepek. Boring! Lol. I hope, we can meet up pretty soon. Like what that cute teddy bear on top says " I miss you " I fcuking do. Alot please. Hais. Things aren't the same without you. Arghhh. Ok. Haha. Too much drama aint good for your health hunney. And you know what?! I'm currently texting with you while writing this! Haha. Ok. I tau i boring. I don't know what else to mumble about. Haha.
" Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you. "
OR OR OR!
" I need somebody and always. "
Ok. I'm doneeeee. Haha. I love you babylove! Always and forever. Mwahmwah!

On another note.
To bestf fool.
WHERE'S MY BLOCKQUOTE?! Haha.
Lupchewfellymuchie.

Ok, till here.
I guess.

Goodbye/}

I'M GONNA GIVE YOU MY LOVE,
I'm gonna give you every inch of my love.

Ok. I'm kinda " busy " this week and the weeks to come cause i'm just " busy ". Haha. Once again i'm using my brothers laptop cause my laptop is currently down. Yes. Its down so i won't get to update much nor online much. Yeah. Wait till it gets better. So must be patient. Ok pumpkins?

Well, since MOH has been nice to us. They've extended our holidays till the 25th of may. Yes ah! Haha. So as you can see why i'm so " busy ". LOL! Anyways, it sucks for us thou its a plus sign cause our vacation for later on will be burnt by school. Haha. So whatever. And we'll have longer attachment periods. So it sucks even more. But! I can live with it :) Its not that bad. Hopefully, swine flu will be gone by then and nothing more drastic will come up in short notice. Yeah. It sucks to leave things halfway done. Yeah. Ok, whatever diyy.

I haven't met baby for almost a week now. Cause he has something up. Its a family thing. And i understand. Its ok. Family comes first :))) And i know he's been totally stressed up nowadays so i'm giving him ample time to relax and with gods will we'll be meeting up next week! *cross fingers* I miss him so much. And its sad that we cannot celebrate our anniversay but the upside is that, everyday is our anniversary. Bwahahaha! So anyways, baby has been up and down the hospital. Thats why i don't want to disturb him or force him to meet me. Heh :D

Oh, in comenmence of our belated 365 days anniversary, i have a poem dedicated to him. Here it goes;

Your eyes,
they were the first thing
I noticed about you.
They captured my soul.
In the first second you looked at
Me as a woman I was yours.

Your smile,
It lights up my life,
Brings me more peace than the rain.
I could melt in that smile.
I fall in love with you all over again
Every time I see it.

Your fingertips,
The way they linger on my skin,
So gently I can barely feel them
Sometimes.
Other times smoothing over
My body like a sheath.

Your hands,
That show me your love
In a way that words
Never could.
They bring me safety and steadiness.
Thank you for that.

Your body,
The way it holds my attention,
The way your every nuance
Makes me want you even more than
The last time I saw you.

Your feet,
How could I not love them?
They are the part of you
That allows me to show you how much
I love you.
I can spoil you to death
And there's nothing you can do about it.

I love all these things about you,
But what I love the most,
Is the You I fell in love with.
The You that makes me feel like
I can do and be anything I want to.
The You that lets me know
That I will always have someone Standing beside me, helping me
To be strong and catching me when
I can no longer steady myself.
Thank you.

I Love You Baby :)

Nice huh huh huh? Haha. Yes, he is one lucky guy that i adore so much.

Anyways, i gotta go now. Manchester united beat arsenal 3-1 in the semi final second leg at emirates stadium. Tomorrow morning, barcelona is going up against chelsea. So man u has to wait approximately 6 hours more to know who they are up against in the final. Haha. Ok. Brother has to use the laptop now. Has homework to do.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Hello babylove :)) Happy belated 365 days anniversary to you! I love you so much and you should know it by now of course. Cmon lah dah macam 1 year gitu. Haha. Thanks for everything. Everything has been said and done through sms that i sent you that day which i know you have already forgotten but nevermind. Haha. I love you the way you are and i don't want to change anything. Mwahmwahmwah! And i pray, things will be fine for your side. I don't want to see you cry. And i don't want your mum to cry too. Be strong baby. You know i'm always here for you. I love you to bits and peices! And i hope many more years to come!

On a another note.
To bestf fool.
I miss you like crazy and i love you very much. I can't say much but all the best for MYE's. I have faith in you that you can do well. I'll make time for you. Don't know when but i will. Lupchew!

Thats it.
Till then.

Goodbye/}

CAUSE YOU BRING OUT THE BEST IN ME,
Like no one else can do.

I cannot find photo-photo today cause i wanna make this a quickie. Haha. I'm having a huge headache right now and its really pissing me off. Plus, i'm using my brothers laptop so i'm not gonna download anything Ok, lets get it onnnn :D

Monday, tuesday, wednesday & thursday.

IMH posting was alright :)
Monday i went to pick up baby at ttsh. Uh huh. Met him together with yan & mahmod. They went for smokey-smokey. Yeah. Then went home by bus. Talked and stuff. Went home.
Tuesday i met baby at 11. Then he went for smokey-smokey. Then he sent me off. Took 72 to hougang. Went with nisa to IMH. Yeah. Then blahblahblah. Haha. Didn't meet baby after work. Cause i went back to serangoon home. Uh huh.
Wednesday. Met nisa. Headed off to work together. Blahblahblah. Baby couldn't pick me up cause he was sick. Aww. Get well soon! Heh.
Thursday. Met nisa as usual. Worked. Texted with baby. He had appointment at CGH that day. Afternoon shift people had to go home cause IMH raised their code colour to orange. Uh huh. So the morning shift people just had to complete 2 hours more and we're done for IMH posting. went home. Slept. Baby was suppose to end at 9 but he ended way earlier. So i met him at the mrt platform. Novena of course. Went home by train. We weren't in the best of moods. So we talked things out. And we got better. Hehe. Went back to mac's to buy food and eat. Slack and yeah. Went home.

Friday.

I stayed all day at home. Haha. As baby said " i'm a good girl " aww. So touching. Hehe. Watched tv most of the time. Of course not forgetting my prayers. Yeah. Watched congkak! Haha. I chickened out at some parts but i was brave enough to watch it still! It was damn scary and i'll have dreams after that. But what the heck. Haha.

Saturday, today lah like duhh.

I think i'll be staying home again or maybe going out. I don't know. Haha. I need to get some stuff for some things. Yeah. Hehe. Cannot tell for what uh :))))
Waiting for babys text/call. Haiyaa. So long.
I miss him terribly.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Hello babylove * wide smile * Things hasn't been going well for us since my second day in IMH posting. But guess what guess what?! Its changed! Haha. Nomore uncles asking questions you don't like anymore. I'm safe at home with the eye of mama. Haha. I'm glad things worked us between us. I know i'm kinda slow in certain areas, haha, but still, i'm glad you still stick through me all this while :)))
Alot of things has changed this past few weeks and i'm trying to adapt to changes. And i know you do too. But still, i'm just glad that we're in this together.
" I know i've been selfish,
I know i've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That i'll do better,
I know baby i can do better. "
Yes baby. Thank you for everything. For the chance, for this, for a lifetime. I'm gonna make you proud. Like i always have till one day i didn't. I'm not gonna repeat my old mistakes. I'm not gonna take that risk of losing you. Cause you're that damn special to me. No one can ever replace you. Never in a million years i would want it to happen too.
I love you babylove. With all my heart and soul.
And i'll do anything for you, even if it means putting my life at risk.
Cause for you, everything is possible.
365 days is coming real soon. And i hope in all those days, we're gonna get stronger and stronger each day. I'll see you soon. Please take care of yourself ok. Mwahmwah!

Alright then. I'll update this post if there is a need too alright. Till then.
Goodnight/}

I'M NOT AFRAID TO CRY,
Everyonce in awhile.