my weeks back in attachment was so-so. i'm not having fun. stressing my arse out in alot of areas. bestest has been a big help in supporting me and giving me the encouragement.
liverpool won, take that you filthy manchester united fans.
who says we can't win against the red devils? haha.
we didn't just win, we sent them back to hell :D
now, i can sleep peacefully. weee ~
today, we're going to KK. babies and toddlers here i come. loving it.

goodbye babies.

first things first. thanks ally bestest for posting a happy post on my blog. haha. and i've deleted the previous post. just to make myself happy. (Y)

oke. so, from now on. i'll be showing two posts instead of just one. i'm gonna make my posts short and sweet from now on. cause as you know, tomorrow's monday and it means, attachment time. haha. so i won't be able to update much. yeah. what more, my saturdays are gonna get burned with replacements. grr. (i shouldn't complain. but i am. cause it just sucks)

a shoutout to bestest, ray, ful & may. thanks for being there for me through that difficult moment. and thanks for cheering me up and keeping me strong. i owe you guys big time. especially bestest and ray. for helping me out so much. you guys are the greatest friends i could ask for (Y)
to qin, i hope things will turn out right for you. the way i wanted it to be from long time ago. and thanks for helping me stay strong too.
and not forgetting, kimberly ann, for your harsh words and reality. i miss you loads kim.
not forgetting, i got my old friend back. i'm happy to know he has forgiven me. start afresh :)

&now, to bf. things need some rebuilding. but we always make it through this kind of things right? lets keep each other strong. lets keep doing whats right for the both of us. nomore nonsense from you please. i'm really tired. and you know you don't want nonsense from me either. so, lets just start afresh. takes things more on a positive stride this time round. cause baby, i'm throwing myself into an ocean with still an amount of energy and strength to keep floating to keep myself alive. don't drain out that energy away from me. cause i'll drown and die.
i love you.

Whoopsie. I'm invading your space. Nyeheh, heh. (Breaks) Wei, you're suppose t be happy fool. Shake it off yo. Stop feeling depress. Not cool. Its not th end of th world you know ? Ahye. And you said you'll text me. Well, you haven't. What's this ? Huh, huh, huh ? I am most certainly not happy. Psht! (Break) My EOYs are ending soon. Next Friday. BUT, damn it. You've got t work right after. Again, what is this ? Not happy! You're suppose t shop with me. New wardrobe shopping, from head accessories t footwear. Ish! Why is it always like that ? Forever abandoning me. :( Anywhats, I'm bored. This explains everything. Haha. Luvu best. I know you love me too, but more. Uh, duh right ? Heh, heh. Sayang-sayang, peluk-peluk. Mwah. ♥

(this was posted at 0044 hours)

" i'd sing to you just one more time,
a song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let live,
may angels lead you in,
hear you me my friends,
on sleepless roads the sleepless go,
may angels lead you in. "

alright. so how i spent my day yesterday? i helped out princess with her maths and bio. haha. oke. actually didn't help la. i did most of the kacau-ing. we bitched about this and about that. typically we go out kinda thing. haha. plan about what happens if i died and all sorts of nonsense. rofl. she's (Y).
where in the world would i be without her irritatingness to the maxi? talk like she's some blonde yang sesat dalam singapore. haha. and where else can i just find someone to roam around T1 aimlessly with.

love you bitch :D
(Y)

goodbye babies.

ps; i really hope i get to go this saturday. its my last day before i have to work for 8 saturdays in a row.
:(
bf, pretty please? let me enjoy that last saturday with fun & laughter.

(this was posted at 0246 hours)

I CAN'T FIND THE APPROPRIATE PICTURE!

Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you.

is this the kncbcbkn or whuttt?

click on the picture to enlarge.

most of you must be wondering why i put two pictures right? if you don't, well, suck it up. haha. the first picture on the left, theres missing one person. on the right, the missing person is in, but another person is missing. so thats why. haha. ok, whatever eh.

lets see, where shall i begin?
so, we jalan raya on friday right. here's the story.

• i met bf at 1130am under my block. supposedly we were supposed to meet at 11am. but we know them so we met later. but still, we're early? haha. so we sat at the dorm near the meeting place. sempat tengok aavatar on bf's hp. then saiful and khairiah came. walked to 401 sitting place where almost all was there. bukannye nak bilang siang-siang tau dorang kat situ. pfft. so, yeah. who was there eh?
  according to alphabetical order. HAHA.
  alip, amanda, balminas, faris, hilmi, khairiah, maz(if i'm not mistaken this is her name), nabeel, razmeer, ruzaini, safwan, saiful, sheeqeen, syahrir.
  yeap. i got it all. haha. first house we headed to was fehrin's. the house is so nice. really. so cosy. but dark. but nice :)
  
  
• next house was mine. all so bagus sekali go and travel all the way to my serangoon home. haha. and since they were all hungry, i cooked for them nasi goreng. in my baju kurung. I KNOW RIGHT. i also another gundu never go and change. malas ah. haha! so i had a few helpers. thanks guys :)
  the rest were all either watching tv or monkeying around. you know lah. them -.-"
  haha. then shahmir and wan, our two guest of honours arrived at my place. kesian dorang lost in hougang skejap. hahaha. so yeah, they spent an awfully long time at my place. cause i cooked from scratch. since they had entertainment, they're not bothered by it that much. haha. then, we headed to kolong block, to take this picture:
  
  
  
  i can't remember who said it but someone said;
  me and bf are the parents.
  alip, fehrin, wan, faris & khairiah are kids that follow my skin colour.
  while shahmir and beel follow taslim's skin colour.
  so racisim. haha! :)
  
  
• then off we went to beel's house. nice place once again. the chocolate cake was damn nice. i like. but semua hilang dengan sekelip mate lepas top-up. haha. kate sedap pe. betol tak? lol. watched mrs doubtfire on hbo. faris played always from bon jon jovi on the piano on repeat. what else? beel showed me and taslim this girl that he liked. took pictures. and i guess thats it at beel's.
  
  
• next was hilmi's. small cosy home. haha. everyone was hungry and nasib hilmi's parents cooked. it was nice :)
  then when it comes to maghrib. semua macam nak tanak sembahyang. tengok ah dorang. haha. ade amek air wudhuk tapi tak solat. entah boleh solat ke tak. lol. took more pictures. then thats it at hilmi's.
  
  
• next was faris house. at pasir ris. we had to walk from hilmi's block to afghan bus stop then naik bus. terserempak with bob and haikhal and his friends. bus-ed to faris place. THE FOOD THERE WAS GOOD! haha. i had so many rounds. DAMN GOOD! i like. very nice. seriously. they had sing-a-long sessions at faris place. haha. so lively. pictures and we left.
  
  
• they played bunga api under faris void deck. but i was a little bit crancky. sorry guys if i put up a stinky face. i was tired by then. so yeah. but i managed to perk up. lepas kene lecture. mane tak lagi. hahaha. so, we bus-ed to balminas place. ade parrot. tapi ni parrot takle cakap assalamualaikum like feeda's. lol. then ade kucing. kucing dier cuteee! dah tu gemok. haha. shahmir ngan khairiah takot dengan kucing. rofl. i don't know why i said it. i know information tak perlu langsong. hahaha! off we left to the final place.
  
  
• last house was bf's house. amanda dah pancit. hilmi naik motor, duit raya semua terbang. haha. everybody's face was tired already uh. talked to his mum for abit. then we laughed at jokes this and that. headed to bawah block to chill abit and play more bunga api. haha. then off we went back home.
  

thats it for friday :)
saturday, i headed to this birthday party at tampines. kak azlina's son, irhan turns one year old. and they had a small birthday celebration. irhan so cuteee. i got the photo in my phone. but i'm lazy to upload. haha! that baby boy, is so adorable but has a tantrum that kills. lol. and his four year old brother, isaac, never fails to make me laugh. weee. oh, i saw dhoom on vasantham. haha. again, info tak perlu. so after that, mum, dad and myself went to pick up brother from fadly's house. then off we went to nenek's at choa chu kang. dad needs to collect some documentation. then headed to uncle's place at meiling street, around commenwealth area. sat there for awhile cause someone came and my family members are not close with them. so we left for my aunts place at pasir ris terrace. yupp. and back home sweet home.

sunday, didn't do much. mum's friend came. then thats it.
btw,
HAPPY 15TH MONTHSARY BF.
i love you.

today, home all day. bf's at class chalet. haha. bet he's enjoying himself right now. i watched hannah montana the movie. I KNOW RIGHT. lol. nothing better to do anyways.
so, i guess thats it? i wanna go watch naruto noww. haha. its been some time since i last watched. still stuck at episod 26 sia. pffft. till then.
goodbye babies.

" i have no need for the past, i thought, like a child.
but i did not consider, that the past might have a need for me. "
- via (loveyourchaos.)

yeah. tsupp. haha. so, i went beraya with them above. had a geat time laughing. thanks guys :)
especially at helmi's house. damn hillarious. haha.
as you can see:
couple number one: lokman and mira.
couple number two: jastina ayu and hakim.
couple number three: helmi and liyana.
couple number four: fatin and reza.
couple number five: feeda and haikal.
& lastly,
couple number six: me & taslim.
haha. and those three infronts, are the single men, rio agus, wafir abqari and is. haha. " all the single ladies, all the single ladies, all the single ladies, all the single ladies, put your hands up! " haha. aku tau, aku merepek.

so, first house was to wafir's. we bedal nuggets. haha. habis kau satu big bowl tu. then after that to rio's house. watched wujud tiga. haha. i don't know la. i find that kind of movie merepek. saw his baby sisterrr. i think. haha. so cute. so nice. smells wonderful :D
after that, headed to lokman's house. uh huh. they keep kacauing the furniture with is and the i don't know what with what. but funny lah. haha. then headed to feeda's house. the parrot knows how to say assalamualaikum. so cool or whut. rofl. then feeda and haikal left us. we headed to bedok. LONG RIDE I TELL YOU. haha. headed over to muhaimin's place. was surprised to see suhana there. i couldn't keep my mouth shut. just ask ayu. haha. terngangah macam gitu. aku rase, hundred flies could have fit in there. rofl. but, suhana cooks good food :)

then off we took a cab down to jastina ayu's place. nice house. i really liked her house. haha. ate more food. she has nice parents too :)
then bus-ed to helmi's place. last house. haha. ate more food. ohemgee. haha. i felt really bloated but i still manage to force more food in. oh wells. once in awhile i'll gain a few pounds, then shed before it even reached a day. haha. hmm, left the place around 1120 gitu then walked to angmokio interchange. bus-ed back to serangoon home cause my legs were killing me and i cannot tahan anymore. mat came to pick bf up at hougang interchange and i reached back tampines home a few minutes after he did. talked to him otf for awhile and thats that. i was dead tired. but the day was (Y)

today, i didn't do much except for chores and resting my tired feet still. it still aches here and there. but it'll all be pumped up again for tomorrow. that is if i'm going.
hais.
STRESS.STRESS.STRESS.
whatever it is, i'm done here. till more updates :)

oh! i got my results, was a little dissapointed. but it's still above 3. bf got straight A's. am proud of him. see, clever boy. haha. i love you.
alright. thats it i guess.

" and maybe you don't go to hell for the things you do,
maybe you go to hell for the things you don't do. "
via (recklessabandonment)