alright, so many of you have noticed. singapore lost. AT HOME GROUND. pathethic. but they did well in second half i heard. but still, win against thailand on their home ground with 3 goals and without even letting the opponent score? impossible. unless raddy thinks of a brilliant plan, 50-50 chance they'll make it through. oh wells. a nation can dream big can't they?

and also, many of you or some of you might have noticed that, england lost to brazil by a goal. haha. i didn't catch the match at all. but i heard crouch did good. and so did rooney. oh wells. i don't root for international friendlies. liverpool is sucking big time right now and i agree with alot of people that rafa should be sacked cause he doesn't even know what the hell he is doing. selling off xabi? now he's thinking of selling of benayoum? siow ah? haha.

OKE. so, the moral of the story for today was that.
taslim called me. estatic really. but the conversation lasted no more than the time i expected. it was nice talking to him. cried here and there. well, what to do. haha. you can't possibly have a strong me now. i'm still very vulnerable. but seriously, i don't think he cares. haha! -.-
i'm trying very hard to get over you (:

like real diyana. fuck off. don't kid yourself. you bloody well know you can't do it.

bestest, i'll talk about you tomorrow. promise.

well, for all of you readers out there, i'm not gonna tell you how my life story has been this couple of weeks. its supposed to be a secret (: only people who are in it can know it.
to sum things up;

• KK attachment posting has been wonderful. working with the toddlers and babies are a joy. i couldn't ask for anything more than blessings from allah to work with this kids. they're sick and they still can put a smile on my face. wonders of having a child. it brings good to people.
• i'm now back in ward 42 and i've missed it. the staff here never changes. haha. its nice working with them really. am thinking about continuing there after i graduate. or maybe 64. i don't know (:
• life's been a blessing. but it has hells in between. thats all i can say.

i'll like to thank, the people around me for being there for me when i needed cheering up. special thanks to:
alysha, kimberly, sheeqeen, saiful & the rest, shahfiq, kel, ziq, naz.
for all the support and saying stupid stuff to make me feel happy. thanks yo! (:

&to you, love of all time.
you want me to be human, well watch me. you asked me to move on, so where do i go?
its been hard for the both of us this 2 weeks. but you know we aint giving up. i've got your back and you still have mine. you want me to move on? you got it. i finally am. thank god.
yes, people may tell you i'm fine, doing great, laughing around this and that.
but deep down, deep in my gut, i still love you.
and i know, you do too.
this break comes a great timing for us, cause we gotta focus on our attachment. its much more important. i don't want a arguement to break out for now. lets see where fate brings us after attachement. if we're meant to be, we're meant to be. look how strong i've grown this past two weeks. you showed me that, and i'm thankful for it.
you've always been my fucking best. and you'll forever be.
love you still, boy.

&&to you,
thank you for that two long hours of phonecall. i appreciate you trying to make me laugh.
you brighten up my day even if it wasn't your job.
thank you bestfriend (:
and i'm glad to have you in my life back.

ALYSHA MALIK, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU OWE ME.
HEH HEH.
I LOVE YOU GF :D

- " Having hope, faith and believe is very much sexy, Nur Diyaha Syahirah. "

Be sexy for now, best friend. Though you're very much sexy already, be sexier. Uhhuh. Anyways, NDS will be blogging a proper update on Saturday ( maybe ). So wait till then. Other than that, iLuvu like stars in th sky best friend. xoxo you know you luv me. :)