at bestfriend's place now (: gonna watch guy bestfriend on tv later if he's playing. of course not only him alone. haha. the other boys too. go team singapore!

and uh, to that someone, i'm sorry ok i rejected you. i'm just not ready to be in a relationship now. i haven't gotten past the things yet. and i sincerly hope that you understand. its not that i don't want you anymore in my life. its just because things can't seem to be the way its supposed to be,

"i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin about you. every single day yes i'm really missing missing you. and all those things we use to use to use to do. hey boy, what's up, it use to be just me and you"
you know who you are. i'm still. fuck yeah,