Call me a fanatic, but i love em' four. Haha. The way they play, superb. I like. Haha.
Ps; this has nothing to do with shiok sendiri. Or, i have a bf but want to like other people. Whoever who think of this is so merepek. You don't know what is passion. And you damn well don't know the meaning of being matured.
Just felt like saying it. Haha. Whoever who terase, screw your own balls.

Anyways, things are pretty much getting back into normal. Thanks friends for helping. Much or little, i still appreciate it very much. Where would i be if i don't have you guys? Awww, sweet right? Haha :D
&Thanks mum for keeping me company throughout the stay at a&e. Blessed to have such a sweet mother like you who cared for me when no one else would.
I love you ma!
To my breastie, rockstar sis; thanks for the comfort through sms. Aww. Both of you so sweet.
Love you both so much too.

&Lastly.

To my bf, the one whom breaks me yet fixes me easily.
I am still dissapointed, yet, i still love you.
You must get used to me being stupid. Haha.
Ok, i know, joke not funny. Anyways, i hope you're having fun. And i hope em' boys aren't giving you a hard time. I'm sorry i had to include two. I didn't know what the ___ i was supposed to say to you anymore cause, well, you know i know (:
None of that matters now, what i know is that:
YOU HAVE GOTS TO START.
Yes, you should know start what. Cause baby, a&e aint easy.
Mwah.

• Liverpool won. Like thank god finally after losing two matches.
• Arsenal should have won yesterday but manchester united tak tau pakai jin ape and scored the lucky goal. But, i still respect arsenal. They did a good job yesterday. Manchester united played like shit, but still can win. Sah pakai jin :D
• Manchester city won against portsmouth. Deserved win (:
• Now, 7 mins into the game, aston villa has scored against fulham. Haha. Both teams have good players respectively. So, we'll see how it goes.

And i'm done. Goodbye/}

AND I HATE HOW MUCH,
I love you, boy.

Sometimes in life, people have to go through aggravation and depression to be the person that they wanna be - strong.
But sometimes in life, we cannot always be strong for a certain thing as other emotions rule over. There was a saying that i heard quite a number of times in repeat on hallmark channel on the show army wives. It goes something like this;
" Why are you trying so hard to be strong? At the end of the day, what does strong get you? "
Well, i have my answer to that.
" For me, being strong is trying to be happy. Everyday i try to be strong, to be happy because i know if i breakdown and cry, i'll never be happy. So, at the end of the day, what does strong get me? Happiness. Thou it may not be the kind of happiness that i want, its still happiness. I'm still happy. Sometimes, i don't get it on the day itself. Sometimes it takes days, weeks or even months. But, i know, with god's willing, i'll be a better person than i used to be. I know i'll never be that fragile person anymore. Cause at the end of everything, being strong makes me gain something. "

Some of you may wonder, why the hell am i babbling all this crap and bullshit. Well, my fellow readers, i have been suppressing my feelings way too much. I've given the benefit of the doubt to alot of people who have hurt my feelings but i don't tell them cause why? I don't like being pitied. But sometimes, i wish, one person could be there for me always. Helping me stay strong and not bring me down to my guts. Yes, i know you have difficulty in me, but i'm not someone who can tolerate most of the things you did. Why i do still? Its because i ______. Its because i want to ______ you. Its because you meant ________. I don't ask you to be compasionate or feel all lovey-dovey. Just to think of me for once. I don't cheat on you. I don't busted you. I don't want to. I don't want you to leave me. If i would want to do all this, i would have done, a long time ago. Before reaching that 1 mark.

I've been tolerating with my emotions just to compensate with yours. I'm not that kind of girl that can control my emotions well. Ask around. Ask my CP groupmates, ask my classmates, ask my family for gods sake. Only when i'm with you, i change everything. Just for you. I'm not regretting anything. I'm doing this with the kindest and pure-st heart, but sometimes, i feel that you don't get me. I feel that you don't listen to me. I feel sad sometimes, but i cannot always complain cause i know it'll upset you. But if you keep on saying i'm cheating on you, i'm this and i'm that, it triggers my unhappiness and i'm afraid i might blast everything out to you cause i'm swallowing all my emotions.

I love you. Only you.
Why is it so hard to believe that you're the only one for me? Yes, i know you cannot give me everything i want. But, you are everything i want. I never asked you to be perfect. All i ask is from you is to:
Look.
Listen.
Feel.
Look for my facial expression.
Listen to my tone of voice, my reasons, my heart.
Feel me always.
Too much to ask?

THERES JUST ONE THING I CANNOT LIVE W/O,
And its you.

Yeah. I know. We only have a week left then comes exams then comes holidays then come attachment then comes graduation. Aww. I'll miss each and everyone of you. You guys are zee best. Seriously. Lovelove (:

• School has been hectic. Exams are around the corner. Revision week has started. God bless me with knowledge and brains. I need it.
  
  
• I have been sick these past few days. It really sucks. I feel so hot and everything and i feel so weak. Furthermore i'm fasting. Aiyoo. God bless me with strength and health. I need it too.
  
  
• I miss people. Ally, kinah, nisha, kimberly, ira, massy, sheeqeen. I hope they're doing fine. God bless them with safety and happiness and health.
  
  
• I was bored. So i did this on fb posted by riyana. And i found it so true i decided to post it here as well to make my post look longer:
  

Instructions:
1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short, 9 questions and easy, really)
3. Copy Paste the result to Facebook.
4. Tag your 20 friends including me

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

• So yeah. Haha. I knew alot of secrets today. From sickness to nak sound tapi tak berani. Haha. Wtf. So kental seh that girl. Ok, diyy. Shut up.
  
  
• And i'm done. Goodbye.
  
  Dear you.
  I miss you like anything. And i miss the long phonecalls we usually have with you.
  But whatever it is, i just hope things won't change between us and i hope things are much more proper now.
  You know how much you mean to me. And i don't want things to go the other way.
  I just wish, sometimes, you'll see it my way.
  Love you still. I hope you do too.
  
  JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU,
  Can drive me wild. Ohh, you make me smile.
  

Alright, i'll make this a quickie cause i'm waiting for manchester united against wigan match to continue again. Final fantasy advent children is on too. I'm watching both at the same time. How cool is that? Haha.

• For sahur today, i didn't eat much. I ate very little only. Cause i didn't feel hungry at all. And furthermore i wasn't in the mood to eat. So i just ate abit of rice and some chicken and drink plain water and milo and done. Tu je. Ya, i know, pathethic right? Haha. Shhh!
  
  
• Then for the whole day, i did nothing but read my book and text. Was so damn boring. Haha. I wanted to do movie marathon. But i had no mood, yet again :(
  
  
• I watched my best friends girl and to come and think of it, keeping to watch that show can break my puasa cause there was alot of vulgarities in that movie. So i switched it off and watched ibu-cinta tanpa balasan. And i almost cried which i didn't. Faint hearted but still stay strong cause of puasa. Haha. Ok, whatever. And i didn't want to be kental also. Nyahaha.
  
  
• Went to grandfathers house in the late afternoon to buka there. Brought for him porridge. Took the bus down. Sempat watch repeat of singapore idol. Haha. I can't believe that anak metropolitan guy is in. They shouldn't have let him cause he's part of the mediacorp people and its not fair. So yeah. Whatever, alot of people there audition not cause they can sing but because they wanna be on tv. Which is so damn irritating.
  
  
• Back home at 9pm. I miss my bf.
  
  So anyways, thats about it. Haha. I think he's at home now. He should be. He went for terawih with his dad and brothers. I miss him. Only get to talk to him for awhile je nari. So pathethic. Cause his dad is not working. And i wanna tell him something so badly. Haiyaa. Just have to perservere and wait. Not that hard. Been through this alot of times already. Haha (: Anyways, match is about to start. Manchester is not having a good start after losing to burnley(spelling?) 1-0 that time. Now they're against wigan. And i hope wigan win. Cause i think in my perspective, wigan deserve to win more then manchester. Haha. Oh wells. Thats MY perception. Alright then, goodbye/}
  
  CAUSE THE ONLY PLACE THAT I WANNA BE,
  
  Is right back home with you.
  

" OK SEMUA! Pose macam taslim. One, two, *click*. Yay! :D "

Haha. Ok. I know. Damn merepek. But cool right? Anyways, baby nampak ni photo. He say, the hand all salah. Azizah (far left) almost correct. The face mine almost correct. Haha. Funny i tell you.

• School very tiring. Haha. Monday and tuesday i late seh meet bf. Haha. Walauwei. Tuesday also i never do P.E. Very lazy uh. Haha. Just sit down. Play with people hair. I know, no life gitu kan. Haha. Wednesday i also never do P.E. Haha. Jadi umpire pun jadi :D Thursday and today i got receive chocolate and cupcake. Weee~ Suke. Haha. Thank you friends (:
  
  
• Then also right, i not happy with my father. Don't ask why. Just not happy. I must tell here. Cause i cannot keep inside myself. I hate what you did and i hate everything about you. Call me anak derhaka, i don't care. Dah tak boleh tahan.
  
  
• I hope bf is enjoying lepaking session at SC. I hope everything is ok for him. I know he know inside joke. Haha. I still have your avatar-ism. Sorry (:
  
  
• Exams is coming soon and i belom belajar. Perangai macam anjing. Haha. I everyday also come back tired. How to study? No diyana, its not an excuse. You MUST STUDY. If other people can do it why can't you? Cause i'm not like other people bodohhhhhh. Haha. Sorry for the talking to oneself. Am very loopy now.
  

• Besok sudah puasa. Jangan lupa bangun untok sahur. Haha. Besok imsak pukul 0535 ok? Mesti ingat. Tak ingat nanti tak boleh jadi. And jangan puasa yok-yok. Nanti kene pukul dengan periuk. Wakaka! Rockstar's sis; jangan lupa my suji and bunga api ok? Weeee~
  

Ok. I think i'm done. My eyes like chinese already. So sepet. Haha. Anything, not happy can call me beep me if you wanna reach me. Don't have my number? Leave a tag. Haha! I don't know what i'm talking :(

I miss alysha insyirah bte abdul malik.
Ok thanks bye.

WHAT IF MY CHANCES WERE ALREADY GONE,
I started believing that i could be wrong.

" All my favourite movies (: "

Oh yes. This is what i have been doing since 10 in the morning till just an hour ago. Watching 8 great movies. Haha. Call me a fanatic, i don't care man. Great movies are meant to be watched over and over again. Not just one time. Pffft. If you call yourself a movie fanatic but just watch the show one time, screw yourself.
Anyways, in order:
1) Selamanya - my second most loved indonesia movie.
2) He's just not that into you - great chick movie about love.
3) Hangover - the most funniest movie so far in 2009.
4) Radit dan jani - ALL time favourite indonesia movie.
5) Twilight - how can i not resist watching this? HAHA.
6) Vicky cristina barcelona - i like this movie alot. Really nice and romantic and funny.
7) What happens in vegas - another chick movie about love. Two thumbs.
8) My sassy girl - ALL TIME FAV. Sides twilight (:

Well, that sums up on what i did on my sunday. Heh heh. I didn't play guitar geek today. Damn lazy. Maybe some other time. Last i checked, theres a new high score. I'm gonna beat it, soon. Haha. Ok. So anyways, thats pretty much it.
OH!
To: My darling sheeqeen.
I love you so much and i just want you to be happy.
Remember that always ok?
&Please, also remember that i'm here for you always (:
&OH!
Congrats to arsenal for kicking everton's butt. Chelsea for kicking's hull butt.
I think manchester united won today too. Theres a match going on now. But i'm lazy to see who's on. Haha. Liverpool is playing tomorrow morning. Hope they win (:
Epl has started babes and dudes. Whatcha waiting for? Place your bets!

Alright. Thats it.
Goodbye/}

EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT,
When you're right here by my side.

Ok. Its been awhile since i last blog. My apologies for the previous post. Full of hatred and everything. Haha. Its something that we have to go through in life once in awhile. Its quite healthy too you know. Rather then bottle it up inside yourself and make yourself suffer for what? If the person is worth it, ok ah. But hypocrite and two face nak mampos, lek sudah. Haha.
Anyways, things has been very stressful for me lately. Lets recap on the important events that has happened during the week.

Mon: Dinner with baby, qeen, mat, ful and wan. Dorang order pizza. Haha. Sayang uh tak makan banyak. I don't know whats wrong with my stomach that day :(
Tues: I got back my psychiatric paper. I didn't even think i would pass the paper. My god. Haha. But alhamdulilah i got 36/50 for my paper. Seriously didn't expect it at all. I thought i would have gotten a just pass -.-"
Wed: Bcls. The most tiring day of my entire 18 years of living. Seriously. Napfa pun tak sepenat gini. Haha. Did infant choking, infant cpr and adult choking. Alhamdulilah, all passed within 1st attempt. Thanks baby, kinah and faridah for being my motivators :D
Thurs: Nothing much. Baby went for NS checkup and got Pes D due to his asthma. Haha. Temporarily only. For 3 months. If can, he wants Pes F. Haha. See la this boy. Tskk.
Fri: Bcls again. This time round one man cpr. Not that bad. I really thought i couldn't make it for the 5 cycles. Haha. Training i got mdm ler. Assessment i got miss/mdm yenmei (i think thats her name uh. I forgot uh. One of the sims teacher) Her tapping helped me with my counting. So thoughtful. Thanks. Then did one mask ventilation thing and recovery position and two man cpr. At night, lepak with baby, wan, ful and ali. Yes, baby's brother was with us. Haha. Then nash came later.
Sat, today: Met baby and ali at 405. Headed down to ful's place. Makan. Slack around. Beel, wan, meer, ray and fehrin was there. Mat came later without sheeqeen, :(
Sang birthday song to ful. Makan cake. Makan again.
&Eventhough i don't know ful's sister. She looks like a very nice person and i hope her ikatan with her fiancee last until they naik pelamin. Amin.

Ok. Done. Now, dedications.

Happy belated ( 13th august 2009 ) 18th birthday, noor saifullah bin mazlan.
Yes, you, the fishball basi, turns 18 already. So jealous.
Haha. Anyways boy, hopefully you had fun on that day and today.
Hope you enjoyed the cake that beel's mother baked for you.
Hope that you will always be happy and laughing.
Hope that your hair will grow longer soon. HAHA.
Thanks for being my friend. Thanks for helping out someway somehow.
May you be blessed with wealth, health, love and happiness.
&May you be someone important in the future to come.
OH! May you find a girl who can love you for who you are and treat you the way you want to be treated. Hee.
Once again, happy birthday (:

Happy belated ( 14th august 2009 ) 18th nur riyana bte muhd raiff.
Thanks babe for being there for me when i needed someone.
Thanks for being my listening ear.
Thanks for being my friend.
Eventhough we may have alot of differences and stuff, you'll always be my friend no matter what.
All i want is for you to be really happy.
And if that means by going on and praying that you will be with him, i'll be supporting you all the way and remembering to catch you when you fall.
Hopefully, things will work out for you soon ok.
May you have a long and lasting life, full of happiness, love, wealth and health.
&Hopefully, you'll be someone important too, someday (:
Once again, happy birthday dear. Love you.

Happy belated ( 11th august 2009 ) 18th birthday faridah nisha bte azman.
Woohoo! Finally 18 seh dier. Haha. I cakap macam myself dah 18 gitu eh. Ok pathethic. Haha.
Anyways huns, hope you had an enjoyable day with bestfriends. Bace pat blog macam sweet gitu.
Awww, looks like you had fun (:
Keep on smiling and laughing and disturbing sakinah jaffar always ok. Haha.
Semoga panjan umor, murah rezeki.
Jadi anak yang solehah.
And may you be blessed with happiness, health, wealth and love always and forever.
And most importantly, may you be someone important in the future to come.
Exams are nearing, CP is coming, graduation is not far away.
Lets make it through ok huns? Hehe.
And all the best in everything you do.
I love you, faridah nisha.

Alright. That sums it up for today. I wanna continue with my guitar geek. Woohoo!
Till then. Goodbyee/}

Ps; baby.
I love you.
Miss you already. Mwah.

&Oh, puasa next week! New moon coming soon! Raya coming soon! Birthday coming soon! Takle angs!

LIKE THE PERFECT ONE WORD,
No one's heard yet.

Eh babe, zaman biler mau kutok-kutok uh? Berani bobual face to face ah.
Bobual depan matair aku sekali.
KENTAL LODEH PE MASIH NAK KUTOK-KUTOK KAT BLOG.
Haha. Perangai stop it seh. Seriously.
Nak jadi two-face-bitch, jangan jadi ngan aku ah. Sumpah nanti kalau aku tak puas ati ngan kau, aku bobual ngan kau, taslim break ngan aku, ITS ALL YOUR FAULT.
Haha. Grow up la eh! Dah tak dapat dier tu sudah la.
Nak kutok. Aku peh suke ah mate aku nak memandang ke mane. Yang kau perasaan sangat yang aku stare kau asal?
Kau ade buat salah? Ade eh? Tu pasal kau feel guilty kan? HAHA.
KENTAL NAK MAMPOS!

Gi tanam muke kau dalam tanah sudah lah eh.
Dah berani jadi macam adult, baru bobual ngan aku la.
Childish nak mampos.
Kau masih stuck kat zaman dulu-dulu pe sia kutok-kutok pat blog?
JANGAN NAK ACT BAIK DEPAN AKU LA. TAG MACAM BUDAK BAIK.
BELAKANG PERANGAI MACAM TAIK!

People macam kau,
(Sape terase tu sua kau peh pasal eh)
EXTINCT DARI DUNIA PUN CANTIK AH.

Ok. So everyone knows what day today is. If you don't know. Go screw yourself mate. Haha.
Happy 44th birthday, SINGAPORE!
I love being in your country. I love you, singaporeeee.

Anyways, yesterday, i stayed home till about 9pm. Then headed out to meet baby at my bus stop. He came at 0930pm. Pffft. He had to settle some "problems" Ok la. Haha. Bagi chance. Then bumped into fehrin. Took 28 to Tmart. Feh went to 7-11 to get rokok. Then walked to SC. There was, ful, mat, qeen, dol and ray. So yeah. I wasn't in my best moods also. Cause my stomach was giving me problems due to menses. Dayumn.
Anyways, i had my apple pie. Yumyum :DD
They played card games, ride mat's motor, talk, laugh etc etc. Alip came around 11 plus. Chit chatted for awhile. 12 plus we headed back home. Took 291 with baby and feh. I kept wanting to puke everytime i smelled rokok smoke. Tskk. Baby was kind enough to tepok my back. Haha. Air pun i very choosy. Tak nak minum gassy. Last-last, lantak lah kau. Minum je. Dah haus. Abeh nak buat ape. Haha. Pastu, nak muntah. Bagus. Last-last, makan ice. Rofl.

Baby didn't sent me all the way up. He sent me sampai lift je. Then once reached home. Pekik sane pekik sini. Macam tak aman seh pat rumah. Like wth ah. Aku balek da nak kat kol 1 pun takde orang kesah. So, whatever gitu lor. Haha. Talked to baby on fb. Then messaged with him for awhile. Then i slept. Cause i took my medications and everything.

Today, i don't know if i'm going out. Cause my stomach is still in pain. And baby is not feeling good also. So yeah. Anything, i'll update soon.
Goodbye/}

CAUSE THE TRUTH IN YOUR EYES,
Saying you'll never leave me.

• School.

I've been very tired every single day when i get home from school. Emotionally and physcially drained out from studying. All my tests are completed. Thank god. Psychiatric test was a killer. Luckily i did memorize all my definations by heart. If not, i'm sure gonna get killed. Haha. BCLS is around the corner. Hopefully i can kill it within the 1st attempt. Haha. Madam M is going to take us. I die. Sure one.
Mdm M: You wait and see i make sure i take you for BCLS.
Me: Haha. Sure-sure teacher. No problem.
Mdm M: Yah. No problem. I'll make you cry.
Me: Not scared. Haha.
Mati la aku. ROFL. Friends has been a great help when i'm sick. Offering their jackets to me. Aww. Haha. Thanks classmates (:
Zee best!
Other then that, i'm only due for behavioural science project which is gonna get up and going on monday. My psychiatric project is done. And i'm happy with it. Thats all i guess. Haha.

• Friends

They have been great. I love them. Not giving me any problems. Haha. Where can you get this type of friends? Heh heh. Some of them, their birthdays are around the corner. And i know i cannot afford to remember to wish them, but if i don't, here's a birthday wish to you:
Happy __ birthday ____ (:
May you succeed in everything you do.
Insyaallah panjang umor, murah rezeki.
Jadi anak yang soleh/solehah.
Study hard and become someone successful in life.
And may you be blessed with happiness, wealth, love and health always.
Take care.
May allah bless you on your wonderful day.
Have fun! :D
(Insert appropriate age & name. )
So, the above wish goes out to:
7th august: Helmi Effendy. 18 years old.
13th august: Saifullah. 18 years old.
14th august: Riyana and renuka. 18 years old.
19th august: Danial Asyraf. 17 years old.
22th august: Atikah. 19 years old.
Heh. In advanced and belated :D

• Relationship

Things have been going great. There were a few moments of ups and downs. But still, we always pull through. Thanks you for sacrifising your sleep for me yesterday so that you can send me to school. It is indeed very sweet of you. Haha. And thanks for the day yesterday. For the cuddles and warmth and everything else (:
And thank you also for being my pillar of strength. For helping me out with my problems. Helping me cope with my stress. How can i ever find someone else like you?
It has been 15 months already. Thats great isn't it?
Everything we've been through and stuff. Its all worth it and i don't regret a single thing.
Thank you for everything. Hoping to meet you today. You know my reason why.
&Sheesha day nak boys day out je eh? Haha.
Can, no problem. WITH subject to approval of sheeqeen. Heh heh heh :DDD
*Evil laughs*
I love you baby, always.

• In a closing note

I think thats about it. I'll be watching the hangover as soon hannah montana finishes at 1730. Haha. I'm having terrible cramps but i still wanna meet babylove.
Because i have my own reasons why (((:
Till next post. Toodles.

TO NURANNISA:
Please sedara, take care of your health. Tekejot berok aku biler aku dapat message daripada munirah yang kau pengsan. Aiyoo. You better rest eh. Don't go out ni semua. Eat your medications, EAT FOOD! Don't starve yourself. And please, don't go near to people who smoke.
Aku sayang kau. Aku tak nak kau sakit. Ok?
You've been missing out on alot of lessons and i'm scared you cannot make it for exams. Please.
Take good care of your health. Nanti aku korek kau nye jub baru tau.
Haha. Anything sepak dahi kau and i'll be there (:
LOVE YOU SEDARA!

Goodbye/}

LIFE IS A MAZE AND LOVE IS A RIDDLE,
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone.

Look, i don't know whats your problem with me. Don't spew out nonsense about my boyfriend. If he has done anything to you, can come and confront me or just give me your link to a blog or whatever and i'll read it from there. Settle macam adult ah. Zaman biler mau kutok-kutok?
Haha.

And if i found out who you are, please ensure:
- you're not asthmatic.
- you're not a faint hearted.
- you're not someone who easily cry.
- you're not someone who is WORLD.
- you're someone who complains to other people or call your parents/siblings whatever to come and beat me.
I don't give a shit. Seriously. You dare speak of me or my boyfriend. You dare face the consequences.
ONE STORY UNTRUE, thats it.
You want to malukan me? Want to malukan my boyfriend. Go ahead. I welcome you to say whatever you wanna say. You wanna say he's a flirt, say la. No effect luh babe (:
Haha. I know my own boyfriend. I know his limits. And he knows his.

Like i said, if he has done something wrong with you. Hurt your feelings in the past of whatever sappy story you can come up with. Just come and talk to me. I'll be your listening ear. Haha.

Think twice before messing around with me.
A warning i'm giving out to everyone. Not only you.
You mess with me, be prepared.
I'm one cold hard bitch when it comes to my loved ones.
You wanna start a war, i'll bring on the guns.
Remember, one FALSE story.
Its gonna be the last time you'll ever want to destroy someone elses relationship.

And please, even if you are JEALOUS for whatever pathethic reasons you can come up with.
Don't make up stories in your blog la. IF YOU HAVE ONE LAH EH.
Don't be such a desporado can?
Going for all the guys in year 2. IF YOU HAVE BEEN LAH EH.
Haha. Serious shit man.
Grow up. Acting so immatured.
Macam gini nak jadi nurse? Haha.
IF YOU ARE ONE LAH EH.
Actually, i type long-long also, you're still gonna polute my blog with your " true stories ".
So, once you've decided to tell me the whole TRUE story or still wanna continue with your " true stories ".
You're welcome anytime here ok. Haha. I'll layan you.
ALL THE WAY.

Much love,
Me (:

" We are why people today are still alive.
Happy nurses day 2009 :D "

Alright. Hello people. A quick update and i'm gonna start on my psychiatric revision. Test on monday. Hell the what. Haha. So tiring. So stressing. Arghh :(

Monday.

We came early cause we thought our napfa test is in the morning. But it was in the afternoon -.-" Haha. So, we went back to class and starwars teach us behavioural science. Which nobody listened to her. Haha. I pity her. Seriously. But anyways, after that, we had an hour break. Then practical lesson. Then an hour break again -.-" Haha.
We had napfa. 2.4 km run was horrible. Haha. I hate the route. It sucks. Nyahaha. I love my position :DD Then we did the 5 stations, i have to totally redo my standing broad jump. Cause i did all my other stations plus running with just my socks then my feet was in pain and everything. So, HAHA. Ok. After that, had shower then met baby, ate at KFC and went home.

Tuesday.

I started class at ONE. Haha. I am so happy. Lol. Met renuka otw to school. So we both went up to the sixth floor cause i wanted to meet baby since he already ended school. And he he said he'll wait for me to come then he will go and meet ful. Haha. So, me and renuka found a spot to sit then came baby, man, alif, wafir and rio. They played cards. As usual. Then helmi and liyana came. Then talk talk laugh laugh. Headed off to psychiatric lesson. Yes. FOUR HOURS OF IT. Haha. I had fun disturbing mdm M. She's so funny :D Then had PCB at five. Then went home with renuka. Talked to her about some stuffs. Hee. Took 31. Went to small macs to get myself a apple pie. Then met baby, ful and fehrin. Sent ful to the bus stop then walked back to my block then fehrin left us. So me and baby slacked then went home.

Wednesday.

Baby had BCLS. Haha. He look so cute wearing smart pants. Padehal he was supposed to wear track pants. Ok. Sure. Haha. We took 38 to simei mrt station. Then walked with alot of people. But me and baby seperated with them for awhile. Cause he went to do something. HAHA. Then we were joined by mira, man, is, a girl, helmi and liyana. Walked to school. Baby and i talked about some stuffs. About religion. Its cool. Serious. Haha. So, had PCB combine lecture. We did on pregnancy. They showed us videos on cessarian and normal child birth. So cool. Haha. Then, after the lecture, my class had to stay cause of something. Then there was a exchange of words between nabil and wafir. Stupid actually. Headed for behavioural science lesson. Then had break till 1530. I studied during my break time. Then had PCB practical. Then done with school. Waited for baby to finish BCLS with liyana, mira, helmi, man, wafir and rio. Blahblahblah. Walked to simei. Bus-ed back then yeahhhh. Haha.

Thursday.

Had PCB practical in the morning. We did on babies. Haha. Then had break. Studied on my behavioural science test. After break we headed to MLT for our test. Surprisingly, it was damn easy. I swear, i didn't even memorize on alcholism. But i still can answer. HOW COOL IS THAT?! Haha. After that, met baby then we went to the kopitiam at simei to eat prataaa :DD Weeee. Prata date. So romantic. Haha! Then slacked for awhile. Went back home. Showered. Prayed. Changed. Met baby at the bus stop around 8 plus coming to 9. Took 293 to tamp jc. Went to SC to lepak with sheeqeen, mat, meer, ful, wan, alip and ray. So fun lepak with them. Haha. Jokers. Left at about 10 plus coming to 11. Uh huh.

Friday.

Baby had BCLS again. We wanted to take 38 again but then macam lambat sangat. So we took 31. Then went to cafe one. Baby changed from jeans to track pants. Haha. And he took so long -.-" Lol. Had psychiatric lesson. I took flu medicine in the morning. Then i felt so sleepy and groggy during class that i slept infront of mdm M. Haha. So anyways, PCB theory next. I excused myself from the quiz and slept. I seriously cannot tahan. My head was so heavyyy. And my eyes is also so heavyyy. Walauwei. Haha. So yeah. After school, waited for helmi to finish class cause i was supposed to talk to him about something. In the end, helmi, wafir, man and myself went to cafe one to get something to eat. I saw berlyyy. Lovelove :D
After that, i head back up to level six where the boys went to level five. I sat with alif. Saw kinah, nisha and hakim. Then waited for the other 3 boys to come back. Baby came with nabil. Then blahblahblah. They came. Liyana came. I accompanied liyana to the toilet. Mira ended school early. Sat around for awhile to accompany nabil till he goes to class. Then walked to simei. WAH SEH PEH PANAS! Haha. I should have taken 31 -.-" So, instead of 38, i took the train back. Faster. Cannot tahan. Head so heavy also. They bounced back. So they accompanied me till tampines. Walked back home so fast. Went to the toilet, wash up, slepttttt. Haha. Woke up at 5 plus. Texted with baby then call him. He went to mat's house.

Prayed, ate, changed, went out. Took 28 to mat's house. Met up with baby, meer, ful and ray. Then a few minutes later came sheeqeen and mat. Haha. We played this game called 99. Its damn fun i tell you. Haha. Then played double dare. Super funny! Haha. They did all this dares. Omg. Haha. Super funny yet super sick. Lol. But its damn hilarious and also it made my day. Serious :D Then meer went back home and mat went to pick up wan. Alip came soon after. They sang, dance, played more card games and stuff. Its damn fun i tell you. Haha. Here's a video of ful, baby, ray and wan dancing/or whatever you call it:



Haha. Headed back home around 1130 plus i think. Reached home, bathe, ate, read my book then slept. Cause baby didn't message or call me, so i know he already slept :D
Thanks guys for the day!

Saturday, today.

I'm not going out. I need to revise on my psychiatric notes. I haven't even started!
And please people, don't say that even i don't study i'll get an A.
Cause i sometimes don't get that lucky. Really.
Ok. I really have to go. Update more soooooooooooon ok.
So stay tuned please. Heh heh heh.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
Hello baby! Haha. 4th is coming soon. You know i know. Haha. You know what i want. So please remember it ok. Hehehehehe. I love you. Thanks for being such a sweetheart for this past week. Ok, for all the time we've been together.
I love you, for you.
Remember that always ok? Weeee~
We should go prata dating again. So fun. Haha. Seeing you gobble down the prata in one whole bite. *Shivers*
Haha. You're at your cousin place now. Please get rests ok. You always seem tired this past few days. And i'm worried. Drink lots of water. Don't fall sick! If not who's gonna take care of me. Haha. I'll see you in two days time! Get ready for your phase test on the 4th tau. Make sure look like smart giler ok. Haha. And do something different to your hair. And remember our deal. *Kening naiknaik*
Next friday, avatar date day ok?
Mwah!

Alright. I guess i'm done with everything. Haha.
&Please, people. DON'T ATTRACT ATTENTION AT MY BLOG.
Seriously, you're boring me. Pffft.
&Please, even if you want to. DON'T BOBUAL KELING AH. STOPPIT SIA.
Haha. If i'm ugly, you're uglier.
Cause you don't have a bf and you're going for someone who doesn't even know you exist. What more, calling him your HUSBAND!
Get a life, loser.
Ok, now i'm really done. Weeee~
Ps; people should start thinking what they wanna say before they actually say it and then ask some other people why i'm not talking to them. Cause the reason why i'm not talking to you is because of what you said. You hypocrite!
Goodbye/}

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