I can't sleep. I keep rolling on my tummy. My tempat branak hurts. It sucks having menses. But the funny thing is that, it hasn't come, but the pain is already excruciating. Macam nak ma__. Haha. Merepek. Diam.

So yesterday, i went to town with my mom. Accompanied by ally via text. I went to get my school stuff, then accompany mum jalan-jalan. Then waited for brother to come and have dinner then go home. By the time i reached home, i was already hungry -.-"
I have a big appetite but still skinny nak mampos and underweight. Wth right? Haiyaa. What is wrong with me? [Enough self talk.]

Then after that, i texted with ally again. Then i went to shower and prayers and makan again. Haha. Soon after, baby texted. Then i texted mastura. Thanks babe, (Y)
I tried to sleep after texting baby, but i can't. I'm in pain. Physically and emotionally and whateverly you want to tambah go ahead. Haha. So anyways, i watched re-runs of twilight. Yes, the show that always make me smile. Cause its very romantic. I just wish.. Oh wells.

You know, in this world. Some people just cannot be trusted. Haha. Damn you balls.
Today, i don't know whats my plan. I'll let y'all know soon ok?
Done (:

To wonderful bf,
Happy 425 days, well belated (:
Its been nice knowing you. Its been nice loving you. Its been nice having you in my life.
I have never treasured someone so much in my life before, except for mum and brother and father.
Eventhough, we always get into arguements, but hey, we always made it throught the next month! Haha.
Baby, you know what i've always wanted from you. You know what i really want from you right now. I don't like it, being like this.
Sure, you need to be remembered most of the times, but hey, i'm not giving up on you.
I don't want to believe that whatever your other ____ said are all true.
I want you to be a changed person. I have faith in you, you know.
Alot.
Its been hard on the both of us, going through emotional rollar coaster rides.
But hey, like you said, all talk no action.
If i can show you action, you must show me action too ok.
We both have flaws. Flaws that need perfection.
" Every second, we're getting older, getting close to dying "
I don't want you to die, being an old grumpy man :D
I want you to be an happy old man. Haha. Ok, i tau, i merepek. Takle tidur. Ngantok seh.
Abeh perut sakit, camne :(
I know things aren't good now, but hey, i'm not giving up on you still.
I'm gonna be here, till you're done with me.
Till you campak me in the dustbin. Ok?
Haha. Ok, i better stop. Sebelum i makin merepek.
I love you muhammad taslim ali khan bin SA.
If not forever, eternity. Ok?
Have faith in you, in me, in us love. Thats all i ask.
Mwah (:

Thats it people. Till then.

YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I BREATHE,
You are the reason that i still believe,