I am bloody in love with this movie. Its really nice. Very romantic. Second best next to twilight. Hehe. I want to buy the DVD! So that i can watch it over and over and over again. Seriously, for those of you who haven't watch it,
WATCH IT LA ABEH TUNGU APE LAGI!
Haha. Yes, eventhough the movie was like last year, but still. Nice seh. I cried while the part they were supposed to meet under this tree the following year on the same date and the same time, then when he read the letter the girl sent to her, i cried :(
Awww. So touching. Haha. Ok shut up. Whatever, i have a weak heart. Thanks so much.

So anyways, its already sunday. I don't know if i have naphfa test tomorrow. Kinah just mentioned it to me. So, nevermind la. I just bring my P.E baju. Have tukar, don't have then don't have lor. Haha. Err, other than that, i don't know what to say. But this:

" Happy 18th birthday amirah amran! "
I hope you will have a blast on your day today.
Hopefully, there will be alot of wealth, happiness and of course, full of love.
Semoga panjang umor yeah huns.
I ♥ you! Hehe.
See you tomorrow! I'm giving you a little some-some to remind me by. Weee~
Thanks for being my friend and also my listening ear dear.
I hope and pray that your life will turn out fabulous one day with you being a successful woman and leading a happy life with the ones you love.
Take care dear.
&Once again, happy birthday (:

Alright. I think thats about it. I doubt i'm going out today. I really need to memorize my BEH. If not i'm really gonna die. Haha.
Goodbye/}

WHETHER WE'RE TOGETHER OR APART,
You'll always be the man of my life.

Hello avid readers. Haha. Ok, so here is how my week went.
(Sure, fine. Whatever. ROFL)

Anyway, school has been alright. I've started on my revisions for behavioural science test and also on psychiatric. These two tests are coming up pretty soon. Arghh. And i just gotten my behavioural science project and we're doing on sociological influences related to health and illness. Something like that lah hor. Haha. Our teacher asked us to form our own study group and stuff. Blahblahblah. Haha.

Lets see, what exciting news do i have in store for you guys? Hmm.

• Happy 18th birthday nur'atiqah bte ismail! :D

Hopefully you had a blast on your birthday. Sorry your present has to be belated.
Alot of things has been happening and so on. Haha.
Anyways, hope you'll pass your motor license soon.
And don't fail prac 1 like lin did. Haha. Jangan jadi macam domino sudah. Lol.
So yeah. Once again, happy birthday!
May you grow and be someone succesfull someday (:
21st july 2009.

• Happy 18th birthday nur sakinah bte jaffar :DDDDD

Wahh. Dah besar seh anak mak. Haha.
May allah bless you with happiness, wealth and strength.
I hope you had fun on your birthday. And sincere apologies for the late gift.
Its coming soon. Not to worry ok. You know what i've been through and i hope you understand.
Anyways, study hard and don't always give up on yourself. Haha.
Do continue to talk more (: Seriously.
And i hope and pray you'll be a successful woman in the future.
I ♥ you, bestfriend!
22nd july 2009.

• Happy birthday to zymah too! Sorry lah hor no picture. She's in overseas leh.
  Haha. So yeah.
  Come back soon! :(
  22nd july 2009.
  

• Yesterday right, during psychiatric lesson, madam mages didn't take us cause she had to do the BCLS thing with the WDA class. So, miss su took our class uh. Then right, these two guys name lokman and wafir told miss su that they wanted to go to the toilet. Then right, this lokman go and panjat the lockers to see our class from the top. Haha. Miss su saw and she asked them to write this letter. So stupid sia those two boys. LOL. We gave lokman some ideas on what to write ah. We said, if he ever did it again, they can send him to boys home la, jail la, kena reprimandet la. Haha. Stupid stuff uh. But its funny. Haha. Ok. Then after that we had PCB. We had this game and my team " orang pulau " super pathethic i tell you. Haha. In the end, we took more sweets then we were supposed too :D

• Yesterday also, i went back home with MTAK. And we talked things out and had fun along with it. Haha. I don't know why i'm telling you this also. Pfft.
  I ♥ my boyfriend.
  
  
• Oh, nabeel wanted to kenal-kenal with riyana. Haha. And she seems happy. Good job nabeel :D
  
  
• And lastly, yeah, regarding my post title. Haha. I solemly swear that i hate hypocrites. Damn motherballs. Seriously.
  And to kau, what the bloody hell did i ever do to you? When you had trouble i helped you and now you're like this? Some friend you are. Haha. And fyi, even if dier nye thoughts macam gitu, as a FRIEND, you shouldn't agree but advice. BACIN! Eee. Aku benci kau sepenuh hati seh. Lain kali, kalau kau nak cari sape-sape untuk jadi kekasih kau, JANGAN CARI AKU LAGI AH!
  And to another kau, you bloody person. I hate you to the core. Even when i'm dying i'm not gonna forgive with whatever shit you have done to me ah. Seriously. Ape kau dapat sia buat ni semua? Arghh. Moron. I don't know why i even regard you as my friend even after you know what i'm going through.
  BLOODY HYPOCRITES. BURN IN HELL AH EH!

Wahhhhhhhhhhh. I feel so much better now. Seriously. Haha. Thank you blogger (:
So anyways, i think imma go now.
No BQ today. Whatever i wanted to say do boyfriend has been said and done on friday.
Hehe. Ok.
Goodbye/}

DON'T KNOW HOW LONG ITS GONNA TAKE TO FEEL OK,
But i know i had the best day, with you today.

Alright. Haha. Its sunday. Two days later is my deadline for my project draft and i have not even started on it. Mdm mages is so gonna kill me. Haha. I think i'm planning to do on panic disorder and agoraphobia. Do you know what is that? I have no idea either. Haha. But what i know is that i can make up two diagnosis about it and it is...

1. Panic disorder related to anxiety.
2. Agoraphobia related to anxiety disorder.

So yeah. I have to do alot of research about this. And i have no time left. Thou my deadline for the project is next month on the 13th, i have to show her my draft by tuesday. Tskk. And i still have a two tests, no wait, scrap that, three tests to study. Oh my god.

Ok, enough about studies. Well, yesterday, the thought of going to see harry potter and the half blood prince backfired cause baby macam tak suke gitu. So i didn't go. I love him. And i'm willing to sacrifise for him (:
So anyways, mama and adik went to shaw house. I was at home with my kakak sedare. I watched the movie online. The same time they watched the movie at shaw house. Haha. Then we challenged each other see who will finish the movie first. Rofl. You know, i think i rate the movie 3.5/5. I don't really get the story. Cause they never say why draco malfoy was the one chosen to kill dumbledore. I don't know if snape is with who. I don't know who's that hairy guy who looks like the guy who looks like a demon who supposedly has a horn but his horn was like studded. The red demon guy in the movie. I forgot his name. HAHA. Ok, whatever. Anyways, its not that good. I mean, theres not alot of action. Of all the harry potter's movie, i like order of the phoenix the most cause it has alot of action. Haha. Ok, whatever with harry potter.
NEW MOON NEW MOON! I CAN'T WAIT! COME FASTER!

Ok, i think i really have to get on with my project.

Kimberly ann chander, thanks for the other day.
And also,
Mastura, thanks for yesterday and today.
And also,
Thank you harry potter for actually not wasting my almost three hours watching you and the rest of the crew.
And most importantly,
Sheeqeen dear, feel better soon ok.

I love my girls (:
I love my baby more ((:

On a brighter note.
Dearest wonderful bf.
Hello you.
You are probably still at masjid sultan listening to the syarahan. Haha.
I don't know what to say, i think everything has been said and done at yesterday's BQ. Rofl.
Anyways, i love you. I always have.
" I started believing that i could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.
So here i am still holding on. "
Nothing more i can ask for is for you to be my side.
Always.
&I'm really hoping, every second of every minute of every hour of ever day of every week of every month of every year and if possibly of every forever,
You'll change. Not for me, not for us, but for yourself and your future.
I won't leave you. Not until i know you're ready to be on your own.
I'll marry you if i have too if you still haven't change. Haha.
Whatever it is, i love you dear.
Always and forever.
Mwah.

Till then.
Goodbye/}

AND WHEN YOU LOOKIN' AT ME,
I wanna get all sentimental.

Hello avid readers. I'm here once again to talk about my week. Haha. How boring or wonderful it was. You know, this week seems to pass by very fast. Haha. I didn't realise that today is saturday when i thought i woke up late for school and when my mum told me it was saturday. Pfft -.-" Haha.

So anyways, my week has been fine, alright (:
Classes has been ok. I've managed to actually understand most of my topics. Haha. Behavioural science two test is coming up. And i still don't get most of the topics. I don't know what to study also. But what the heck. Haha. Anyways, psychiatric test is coming up also :(
So many tests coming up. And i have projects to hand in also. Aiyoo. So stressful. Haha. And i thought 2.2 would be much slackful cause our time table simply rocks. Haha. But, nevertheless, we should not complain and get on with our lives and you know what la.
*I actually don't have a clue with what i'm saying. Oh well. Who cares right?*
Haha. Anyways, other then studies and school, relationship has been fine. We had some rough times in between. But things always will turn out fine one way or another. Hehe.

Baby has been stressed about a couple of things in his life. And i'm so proud of him for taking his stresses well. With his friends being around and me around as his stress relievers, i'm sure his gonna cope fine with his life.
*Big smiles*

I'm watching harry potter and the goblet of fire. Pfft. Boring. Haha. OHOH! I'm watching harry potter and the half blood prince together with my mom and brother at shaw house later. Haha. CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT! I've read the reviews and i heard that its better then the goblet of fire. Well, i'll be the judge of that la ok. Haha.

Before i end this post,
Happy 18th birthday muhammad safwan.
Hope you had a blast yesterday with your friends and loved ones.
See you around in school and on the 31st if you're coming.
And also,
Mr muhammad nabeel, get well soon ok.
Take your medications regularly and get lots of rest and also don't smoke too much.
Its not a good way to get better. Haha.
And also, not fogetting,
Sakinah jaffar and faridah azman, thank you for that day.
Love you girls.
And alsoooo,
Ally macam toot. Dah dapat phone tak message. Pfft!
Ok, i'm done.

On a brighter note,
To ever so loving bf.
Hello (: Its been a long time since i've made a BQ for you. Haha.
Anyways, times have changed. Things are getting better for us. Nomore stupid people trying to steal me away from you and nomore stupid people trying to steal you away from me. Hehe. I feel very much in peace right now. My soul and my heart.
Thank you dear for the time spent yesterday. For you coming to school early in the morning just to accompany me even if your class starts at 0930. For me having to wait for you to end your class so that we could follow our plan but our plan backfired cause mama tak kerja. And for us getting into a arguement but you calmed yourself down for you and for me. And for me trying very hard in my own will and power to make you happy again. And for you accompanying me to seletar to get my brother and dad's baju kurung. And for you being so patient with me throughout the entire journey. And for you being so loving to tolerate my nonsense. For you trying to keep awake thou you're very tired. For you making me feel loved and cared and happy at the end of the day. For you making me feel satisfied with everything. For you just being you.
How can i not love you cause you deliberately waste your friday when you know you can go home to your bed and sleep like nobodys business but there you were following me everywhere i go and taking care of my needs and wants. &Also, thank you for belanjaing me food on thursday cause i didn't have any cash with me. It was so thoughtful of you thou we both weren't in a good mood but you still cared. Aww.
I love you taslim. Not some other strangers out in the streets.
Haha. Only YOU.
Cause no one can take care of my needs and wants like you (:
I hope yesterday you feel happy cause i allowed you to smoke more then our promised rate. And i also hope you feel happy that you made me feel satisfied overall.
I can't wait to be with you again on monday. Lets see what the future has brought for us.
&Oh, most importantly, i hope you didn't get hurt at pencak yesterday.
I'm sorry if you did. Hehe.
And also, thank you for messaging my shoulder when it was in pain.
Thank you for being thoughtful and loving and caring.
Ok, i think i should stop. Hehe.
Mwah.

Till then.
Goodbye/}

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU,
My mind goes on a trip.

" can't wait! can't wait! haha :D "

Alright, am sorry for the lack of updates. Been pretty busy with school. So yeah. Haha. Lets see how things went, now.

Monday.

1st day of school. I had behavioural science in the morning. Of course, standard procedure, pegi skola dengan matair. THE ONLY SET BACK IS, baby woke up late -.-" And i had to go to his block and we took a cab down to school. Haha. And baby was so paiseh cause the taxi driver stopped in school and not outside. Nyahaha. So anyways, after behavioural science, i forgot what lesson i had ah. But i ended at six. And i got PSY as my elective. Orang giler pun orang giler lor :)
Home with baby. Lepak skejap then seperate ways.

Tuesday.

Baby started school at 1030 while i started at 11. So, we met up for breakfast at macs. Haha. Then we were early for school so we sat around. Then baby went toilet for i know what la. Sat with yan and him outside CPT's bench. Then they headed to class, i headed to locker to keep my stuffs. Had lessons and all. Home with baby. As always :)
Lepak and yeah. Haha.

Wednesday.

School. School. School. I finally saw KIMBERLY ANN CHANDER TODAY! Finally someone out from quaratine already ah. Haha. She hugged me liked nobody's business. I like :DD
Ended at five. Baby waited for me. Aww, so sweet. Heh heh.
&Thanks helmi and liyana for accompanying him.

Thursday.

You know the morning and going home routine right? So theres not a need for me to say it all the time. Haha. Err, well, i ended early. At 3pm. I went to joo chiat for awhile then went to tampines to meet baby. Settled on some issues. Then we slacked and went home :)

Friday, today.

Started in the morning. Went alone. Met renuka at cafe one. Then waited for nana. Then headed to level 5 to take our stuffs. Met qaqa at level 6. Went to PSY lesson. Mdm mages was taking BEH for some classes, so miss su took us for PSY. We did worksheets on schizophernia. -.-" Haha. Then after that had PCB, then ended school for us while baby just started school -.-""
Haha. So, went to meet baby for awhile outside his class + sakinah jaffar and nisha azman and yan _(insert fathers name)_ and hakim _(insert fathers name)_. Haha. Headed down to level 5 to take my bag and discuss about tabbners. Headed to cafe 2. Then after that headed down to B block level 1 bench to do our assignments while waiting for baby to end school. We got into a little misunderstanding, as always :)
This time round, it took alot of hard work to make him happy cause he didn't know what made him sad. Lol. So cute right. Haha. Anyways, worked things out and things got back well soon enough. Went home while baby went to meet beel bakar. Haha. They lepaked till 8. Then i called him and teman-ed him till he reach home. Now, i just got off the phone with him. He going pencak today. I don't like la. Haha. Later he injured. I pity him know. Blue black here all. Tsket.

So anyways, hoping and praying things won't be so bad for him. Heh heh heh.
Suddenly, the world seems to realise nobody likes him :)))))))
I'm so happy. Haha. Baby, don't do things that you will regret ok.
Whatever you do, stick to your decision.

Sorry, no BQ today. I'm tired. I'm gonna sleep soon.
&My lappy batt da nak mati pun. Next update.
I promise.

Goodbye/}
Ps; i can't wait for the 24th and 25th of july. Confirm kecoh again. Haha.
OH, PEOPLE'S BIRTHDAYS ARE COMING. I HOPE I CAN REMEMBER ALL. HEH.
Qaqa, tell me what you want.
Ok thanks.

SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD SAVE YOU,
&Theres so many things that i want you to know.

I can't sleep. I keep rolling on my tummy. My tempat branak hurts. It sucks having menses. But the funny thing is that, it hasn't come, but the pain is already excruciating. Macam nak ma__. Haha. Merepek. Diam.

So yesterday, i went to town with my mom. Accompanied by ally via text. I went to get my school stuff, then accompany mum jalan-jalan. Then waited for brother to come and have dinner then go home. By the time i reached home, i was already hungry -.-"
I have a big appetite but still skinny nak mampos and underweight. Wth right? Haiyaa. What is wrong with me? [Enough self talk.]

Then after that, i texted with ally again. Then i went to shower and prayers and makan again. Haha. Soon after, baby texted. Then i texted mastura. Thanks babe, (Y)
I tried to sleep after texting baby, but i can't. I'm in pain. Physically and emotionally and whateverly you want to tambah go ahead. Haha. So anyways, i watched re-runs of twilight. Yes, the show that always make me smile. Cause its very romantic. I just wish.. Oh wells.

You know, in this world. Some people just cannot be trusted. Haha. Damn you balls.
Today, i don't know whats my plan. I'll let y'all know soon ok?
Done (:

To wonderful bf,
Happy 425 days, well belated (:
Its been nice knowing you. Its been nice loving you. Its been nice having you in my life.
I have never treasured someone so much in my life before, except for mum and brother and father.
Eventhough, we always get into arguements, but hey, we always made it throught the next month! Haha.
Baby, you know what i've always wanted from you. You know what i really want from you right now. I don't like it, being like this.
Sure, you need to be remembered most of the times, but hey, i'm not giving up on you.
I don't want to believe that whatever your other ____ said are all true.
I want you to be a changed person. I have faith in you, you know.
Alot.
Its been hard on the both of us, going through emotional rollar coaster rides.
But hey, like you said, all talk no action.
If i can show you action, you must show me action too ok.
We both have flaws. Flaws that need perfection.
" Every second, we're getting older, getting close to dying "
I don't want you to die, being an old grumpy man :D
I want you to be an happy old man. Haha. Ok, i tau, i merepek. Takle tidur. Ngantok seh.
Abeh perut sakit, camne :(
I know things aren't good now, but hey, i'm not giving up on you still.
I'm gonna be here, till you're done with me.
Till you campak me in the dustbin. Ok?
Haha. Ok, i better stop. Sebelum i makin merepek.
I love you muhammad taslim ali khan bin SA.
If not forever, eternity. Ok?
Have faith in you, in me, in us love. Thats all i ask.
Mwah (:

Thats it people. Till then.

YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I BREATHE,
You are the reason that i still believe,

Hello :)
Alright, yesterday, i went to joo chiat. I had fun (Y)
Went home. I watched twilight. Hahaha. Then watched friends. Waited for baby to call me. But he didn't -.-" Haha. Its ok. He had a long day anyway and he's fasting. So i understand why he doesn't call. Haha. 3 more days to meeting him. I can tahan lah. Haha. If i can't tahan now, how liddat if he go NS? Mati aku. Rofl.

Today, i woke up late. But i feel good. Cause i had a dream. Haha. And i didn't want to wake up from it. Its a very nice dream. I like that dream alot. Alot more then my other dreans cause its really special :)
Ly knows what it is. And she's happy about it also. Pfft. Haha. So anyways, i'm watching doctor 90210 now. I seriously have to find something else to watch. I can't stand another breast transplant or anything to do with breast. Pfft. Haha.

I think, i wanna watch transformers on the net. Then wait till 0530 to watch aavtar the legend of aang. Haha. Then after that, i don't know what to do. We'll see how things goes :)
Alrightt. Thats about it. I want to find new blogskin and upload a new song.
Ok thanks bye! Heh heh.

[edit] I'M SO FREAKING PISSED! Haha. But now, i'm better. You know. Even if i've used this skin before. The codes can be really damn balls i tell you. But now, its done. I'm contemplated. Haha. Watching two and a half men now.[/edit]

To wonderful bf.

I miss you v much. Please. Haha. But i can tahan la. For the goodness of you :)
Chey! See, i understanding. Hehe. Anyways, i hope you're not going pencak today.
*Cross fingers cross toes whatever things i can cross its crossed. Lol*
But i doubt you'll get hurt. Cause you've been good this week. Cause why? Tak jumpe i. Haha.
So anyways, i hope you'll call me today. You know, macam nak mati gitu. Lucky when you don't call, you text. Haha. If you don't text you'll call.
How can i not love you? Hee.
" If theres a soulmate for everyone "
I think i found mine, *winks*
Ok. I love you b.
Always do. Haha.
Mwah :D

I NEED T TRY T GET T WHERE YOU ARE,
Could it be you're not that far?

Hello people. Haha. Ok, tuesday and wednesday, pretty much made my day. Haha. Thank you(s), (Y)

My kimberly ann chander is finally back in singapore. Sadly, she has to quarantine herself for 7 days and will only be back in school on wednesday. Pfft. We made up ideas that we'll meet each other then talk through the cup and string phone. Haha. So funny. I miss her :)
&Yes, NUR SAKINAH BTE JAFFAR TOO.
Ok da.

Today, i have no idea what i'm gonna do. Maybe i'm going to the bank to take money. Haha.
I miss my bf.
I'm hoping to meet him soon. If not, takpe. School reopens next week. Can see him everyday of every hour. Haha. Cannot put every minute cause we're not in the same class :(
BUT! I'm hoping both of us gotten oncology. Haha. Yan sebok amek onco juga. Pfft :D Haha. Joking aje lah ye. Haha.

I miss you :(

So anyways, i'm watching the bachelor rome. So boring. I don't know what to do. I want to read my book. But theres friends at 1am. Haha. So i think i'm watching friends first then read my book. Haha.

Bf just called. I AM SO ESTATIC.

Ok, i'm gone for now. Wanna watch friends.
Goodnight everybody.

NO BQ.

YOU SHOWED ME SMTH I COULDN'T SEE,
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.