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Its 0340am in the morning. I can't sleep. Its bugging me real bad. You don't know how much i've missed you. You don't know how much i yearn for you. If its not for this stupid sickness, i'll be right beside you everyday. But now, i can't. I don't feel you anymore. I don't know ... I love you, dear. Make this pain go away[/edit]

Supppppppp :) Ok, yet again, another boring post from a boring person. Haha. This is how its being broken down.

Well, yesterday and today, i didn't do anything much. Haha. Practically bore myself with movies and tv shows and books and magazines and tons of prayers. Yeah. Mum was working yesterday, so she only got back at around 5 plus. She wanted to go out but then she forgot i was having chicken pox -.-" Pisang betol. Haha. So we stayed home, because of me :D Ok, i feel bad cause of me they all can't go out. Haha. But, they my family, they should understand. I've been in their position when they both get chicken pox too. *kening naiknaik* Baby didn't call me yesterday. He was tired. Its ok (: Haha. But he managed to text me to wish me goodnight and tell me what happened during his day. Awww, so sweet. Hehe.

Today, NP is having term break. So me and my brother stayed home. Then headed to serangoon home together with mama. To visit granddad. Baby called :DDDDDDDDD
Estatic. Happy. Overjoyed. Full blown. Gay.
Thats how i felt. Haha. We talked for awhile then he had to go off cause he wanted to shower and pray. So yeap. Haha. After that, i had my 3rd shower -.-" Its so hot in singaporeeee. Tskk. After that, i did my prayers. Cooked dinner for family. Then i went to download songs and convert my movie to ipods suitability. Yeah. While waiting, i watched tv. What else. Haha. Prayers, eat, tv again and here i am now. Boring rightttt. I know. Haha.

Now its 2129. I'm waiting for 2200. Thats where house begins. Yeah. I can't wait to watch house. I've been following it since long time ago. But i don't want to watch the next episods online cause then it'll not be fun if i watch the same episod again. Ok, i don't know what the toot am i babbling about. So, yeah. Before i get into more mumbling, i'll like to say:
I miss working. Its so much fun then staying at home :(
Ok. Da. Haha.

To wonderful bf.
Hello sweetheart (: I've missed you! Haha. Grr, its been 5 days already. And i'm waiting still for another 5 days then i can finally meet you! Haha.
"I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"
How like that? :( Your pictures, our pictures is the only thing i have now.
Kalau boleh nak record you nye voice sekali. Jadi hari-hari leh dengar. Haha. Ok, i tau. Merepek.
And so, i would like to say to you:
I'm here and i love you. I have always loved you and will always love you.
Forever = you.
I miss you dear. So much. "Borrow" TTSH's PPE gown and come and visit me soon ok? Hehe.
Mwah.

Ok.
Ps; autistic kids are so kesian. I merely cried when i see autistic kids get beaten up and spit at just because their different.
Thats it.
Till then people.

I'M SCREAMING, I LOVE YOU SO,
On my own, my thoughts you can't decode.