Hello people. Yes, i know. I've been away for quite sometime. I'm sorry. Been busy with work. Haha. So this is how it goes down.

Monday.

I met baby. Then accompany him to city hall. I went to outram he went to work. So, went to staff clinic to get my clearance. I registered at 1240 plus and they said, morning doctors shift are gonna end so i had to come back at 1400. Pissed off much. Tskk. So, headed to meet miss rahimah. Then after that met mum and grandfather. Went back to the doctors to get the stupid memo. Haha. Then had lunch with mum and grandfather. Then send grandfather then off back home. Rested. I didn't pick baby up. Cause i had to stay home. So, yeah.

Tuesday.

1st day back in ward. Got a good welcoming from friends. Haha. Afternoon shift. Went with baby of course. Nothing much happen. Its just that i had to refamiliarize with the place and then i chatted with some of the staffs there. Theres new staffs and old staffs. But still the same loud and noisy ward. Lol. Off at nine pm. Met baby and went home.

Wednesday.

Morning shift. Kinda tiring. Alot of things to be done. Alot of skills i have to find and get my percentage. Haha. I've not been eating well this past few days. I have no idea why. Tskk. And i'm super underweight right now. If it wasn't for my constipated stools in my stomach, i'm only 43.5kg. Nyahaha. So anyways, ended at three. Then went back home. Rest. Pick up baby.


Some of the pictures taken. Got alot more. But malas ah. Haha. Ps; don't mind my pimple. So tak perlu :D So anyways, back home after that.

Thursday.

Was supposed to meet baby in the morning but then something happened. So i rushed to work via cab. Then had some mini party with my group mates.


They bought canadian pizza and cake for the staff and us. Then took pictures had meeting then went off to continue work. Ended at three. Met up with baby at dhoby ghaut. Then headed off to serangoon home. Bought pizza :DDD Haha. Then after that, chilled at home then went to tampines. Then went back home. Then went to as salam with mum and brother. Makan then went home :)

Friday.

Afternoon shift. Blahblahblah. Nothing much ah. But so, quite tiring. Had to work with mei poh. Haha. So funny and cute la she. So anyways, headed back home at nine then i don't know what i did :D

Saturday.

Had to do replacement. With yee rou and jaime. Then after that went to meet mama then some cocky shit happened lah. Then whatever. Bought food, jalan-jalan. Then went back home.

Sunday.

Had to attend wedding at jurong west. After that headed to JP1 and JP2. Jalan-jalan. Met amirah amran. Ate. Met dad. Jalan-jalan some more. Eat. Then off back home.

Today.

Replacement day. Was late. So had to pay back half and hour. Blahhh. Kinda busy in the morning. Sponging didn't end till 12. I'm alone today and tomorrow. Can die. Haha. I had soup for lunch! Omg. Lol. No appetite to eat uh. So anyways, after that was so much of slacking. Then blahblahblah. Headed off to toa payoh after ending my shift. Met mum to do my line. I'm not using the new number yet, using it soon but not yet. Ok. Done. I'm tired.

No BQ today.

WHAT AM I GONNA DO,
When the best part of me is always you.

Hello people, :) Haha. Well, this past two days have been great. I've been spending so much time with babylove. Its been totally awesome. Hee. Alright, here's how it went.

Friday.

I went to pick up babylove again from work. This time round, he was accompanied by yan and nabil. They went smokey-smokey. Had a few laughs here and there. Then went back home by bus. Haha. It was an enjoyable ride. Slacked at my block. Had laughter and fun at the same time. Heh heh heh. Then went back home. Talked to the daim founder, bets and nakayama. Haha. Super fun! Talked about marriage and stuff. Lol. Baby called shortly after. Talked to him for awhile then he slept and so did i :)

Saturday.

Stayed at home most of the time. Then around night time went to meet baby under the void deck. Haha. Went to BK to eat. Then met nabil, syuk, michelle and some people. I watch them breakdance. Baby layaned nabil and syuk. Haha. No comments on anything or whatever :)
Around 10 we head off. Went to withdraw money to pay back my mum then we slacked at my block. Listen to music. Stare to the clouds. Normal stuff. Haha. 1140 like that we headed back home. Now, chatting with baby. Heh heh.
(Yeah, my life revolves around him. So what.)


Haha. Ok, sorry about the untidy editing. But whatever. Main thing is, look! He's sad cause i'm sad. Aww. Haha. How can i not love him?

Sunday.

Happy fathers day to all fathers. I love you papa. Eventhough you're not around most of the time. You're still my blood.
Forever and always :)

Today, might be going out to eat. In celebration of fathers day. Other then that, i'll update later. Hee.
Oh. No BQ for now. Later ok.

DON'T TRY TO DENY IT BABY,
I'm the only one for you.

Suppppppppp :) Haha. Ok, its 0135 now. Let me tell you what i did yesterday.

Yesterday.

I sat home most of the time. In the morning went to serangoon home with mumsie to see grandpa. Read my book. Haha. Yes, breaking dawn. So interesting :)))))
Like i said, i was so interested in my book that i forgot to eat. Yes. I FORGOT TO EAT. Haha. Shut up. I weighed myself before i went out, i was 43.5 KG. Ok. Diam. HAHA!
I went to fetch baby from workkkk. Yes! I'm so happy i get to meet him. Haha. Yan was with us for a short time, and then he went home by train. Baby and me took bus back home. It was a fun ride back home i should say. I enjoyed being with him, like finally -.-"

Went to small macs to buy food since your highness here forgot to eat. Haha. Sat at the top of my block and then we ate. We ate, we laugh, we were happy :)
We slacked for awhile, doing what we do best. Haha. Then off back home. I bath, prayed and began to read my book again until baby text me to come online. So i did and here i am now. Haha. Talking to him makes me happy. Real happy.
So now, i'm chatting with him and atherah. Haha. Had alot of catching up with atherah. Maklomlah, kau mane ingat aku lagi pe. Haha. She fed me new infos, i fed her the same old info. Haha. Whatever, i miss you and the gang :( Nyahaha.

Ok, so i'm officially done here. Oh, heres something from bitch's blog. I find it so like me. Like what i'm going through right now:

Ok, now i'm officially done. Haha.
Today, i don't know what i'll be doing. We'll find out soon enough ayeee.

To wonderful bf.
Heyy handsome :) Haha. I'm super happy i'm able to meet you yesterday. My world seems happy again. Haha. Thank you for the time spent together. I really treasure it. What more seeing you happy yesterday, really made my day. I'm hoping i can meet you again today. Haha. So that i can make you happy again. Weeee ~
I LOVE YOU BABY,
Forever and always :) Hehe.
Ok, before i membebel bende-bende yang tak perlu, i'll end here.
Mwah :D

MY TEAS GONE COLD I WONDER WHY,
I got out of bed alone.

Suppppppppp :) Ok, here goes.

Tuesday.

Went to TTSH to send grandpa for his monthly checkup. And i thought i could go there and at least get a ok go sign from the doctors to resume back work, but, luck wasn't by my side. Pffft! Haha. So i'm stuck at home till the 19th, still. Wah piang. Its gonna be so damn tiring for me. Hais. Anyways, after that, headed to arab street for a quick dinner then off back home. Babylove called and we talked (:
I'm happy i get to talk to him, hear his voice. Its enough for me. I'm elated.

Wednesday.

I don't know what i'm gonna do. I already bought breaking dawn. I'm still halfway through eclipse, ending soon already. So that means after that i'll be starting on breaking dawn. Ok. I don't know what i'm babbling about :D Haha.

[edit] Well, today, nothing much. I slept kinda late yesterday after crying my heart out. I prayed alot yesterday and it was worth it. My mind was at ease, my heart was at ease, my soul was in peace. I woke up kinda on the late side too. Haha. Around 11 plus. OhEmmGee. Showered. Had my breakfast, ate my medications which i cannot miss in case i get havoc from the people i love. Haha. Watched too much tv. Read my book. I finished eclipse and now i'm starting on breaking dawn. I like the first 50 pages of the book. How stephenie described about the wedding and the honeymoon and how suddenly bella was pregnant. Haha. I stopped there cause project runway caught my eye. So, yupp, that is what i'm watching now. Haha. Aside from that, prayers, eat(which i never forget), helped mum with the chores etc etc. I weighed myself just now and guess what my weight was, 44.5KG only please! OhEmmGee. Haha. Somebody, please give me some fats or some miracle for me to gain weight. Blearghh.
I really don't know what i'm mumbling. So i think i better stop now :)[/edit]

To ever so loving bf.
I treasure the message you sent me just now. Your last text message to me. It meant alot to me. It really does.
You don't know how much this means to me. How much i've waited for you to finally feel the way i want you to feel. I'm blessed baby, damn blessed :D
Promise me, you won't give up on us anymore alright? I will be your pillar of strength. I will be the one who will pick you up and give you encouragement when you feel like giving up. I'm here baby, always.
I love you baby, forever.
Mwah.

To my bitch.
Haha. I don't care if you not using BS anymore and concentrating on LJ. I still want my BQ. Do a BQ at LJ and i'll reply here. Haha. Can? Ok. Best. Love you. And you owe me something. I owe you your book. Haha. Whatever. You will have it soon. Ok. Just be patient. Meet me in my dreams and i'll pass it to you. Hahaha.
Don't bother about me, i'm mumbling.
:D

CAUSE THE TRUTH IN YOUR EYES,
Saying you'll never leave me.

[edit]Ps; a private post has been added to my wordpress. If you wanna know the code, please tag me. If you're worthy, i'll give you the code.
Its 0340am in the morning. I can't sleep. Its bugging me real bad. You don't know how much i've missed you. You don't know how much i yearn for you. If its not for this stupid sickness, i'll be right beside you everyday. But now, i can't. I don't feel you anymore. I don't know ... I love you, dear. Make this pain go away[/edit]

Supppppppp :) Ok, yet again, another boring post from a boring person. Haha. This is how its being broken down.

Well, yesterday and today, i didn't do anything much. Haha. Practically bore myself with movies and tv shows and books and magazines and tons of prayers. Yeah. Mum was working yesterday, so she only got back at around 5 plus. She wanted to go out but then she forgot i was having chicken pox -.-" Pisang betol. Haha. So we stayed home, because of me :D Ok, i feel bad cause of me they all can't go out. Haha. But, they my family, they should understand. I've been in their position when they both get chicken pox too. *kening naiknaik* Baby didn't call me yesterday. He was tired. Its ok (: Haha. But he managed to text me to wish me goodnight and tell me what happened during his day. Awww, so sweet. Hehe.

Today, NP is having term break. So me and my brother stayed home. Then headed to serangoon home together with mama. To visit granddad. Baby called :DDDDDDDDD
Estatic. Happy. Overjoyed. Full blown. Gay.
Thats how i felt. Haha. We talked for awhile then he had to go off cause he wanted to shower and pray. So yeap. Haha. After that, i had my 3rd shower -.-" Its so hot in singaporeeee. Tskk. After that, i did my prayers. Cooked dinner for family. Then i went to download songs and convert my movie to ipods suitability. Yeah. While waiting, i watched tv. What else. Haha. Prayers, eat, tv again and here i am now. Boring rightttt. I know. Haha.

Now its 2129. I'm waiting for 2200. Thats where house begins. Yeah. I can't wait to watch house. I've been following it since long time ago. But i don't want to watch the next episods online cause then it'll not be fun if i watch the same episod again. Ok, i don't know what the toot am i babbling about. So, yeah. Before i get into more mumbling, i'll like to say:
I miss working. Its so much fun then staying at home :(
Ok. Da. Haha.

To wonderful bf.
Hello sweetheart (: I've missed you! Haha. Grr, its been 5 days already. And i'm waiting still for another 5 days then i can finally meet you! Haha.
"I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"
How like that? :( Your pictures, our pictures is the only thing i have now.
Kalau boleh nak record you nye voice sekali. Jadi hari-hari leh dengar. Haha. Ok, i tau. Merepek.
And so, i would like to say to you:
I'm here and i love you. I have always loved you and will always love you.
Forever = you.
I miss you dear. So much. "Borrow" TTSH's PPE gown and come and visit me soon ok? Hehe.
Mwah.

Ok.
Ps; autistic kids are so kesian. I merely cried when i see autistic kids get beaten up and spit at just because their different.
Thats it.
Till then people.

I'M SCREAMING, I LOVE YOU SO,
On my own, my thoughts you can't decode.

"I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me.
Look after my heart - I've left it with you."

Suppppppppp (: Alright, another boring day at home. Haha. I'll list down what i did at home. Seriously, i'm warning you. Its damn boring :(

1. I woke up at 5 plus to do my prayers, then after that took my medications and sleep.
2. Mum woke me up at 7 plus to ask me where she kept her golden yellowish baju kurung.
3. So we hunted for it, together. Haha. Funny, i know.
4. I slept back after finding it. I don't know why i was so tired.
5. Woke up at 10 plus to shower. HAHA.
6. Watched tv, read my book till zohor. Did my prayers.
7. Bf called shortly after, aww, i miss him :( Talked to him for awhile. Heh.
8. After that, met mum at the bus stop to pass her shoe cause she said her shoe is spoilt -__-" I had to expose myself to the environment. Sheesh. Haha.
9. Watched more tv. Watch movies. He's not that into you, twilight, hannah montana the movie, fast and furious 4, night at the museum 2 and angels and demons.
10. In between movies, asar prayers of course.
11. Showered again cause i wanted to bring down my body temperature. So i had a ice bath.
12. Maghrib, ate my dinner.
13. Read my book again.
14. Here i am now, updating this and watching a lot like love (:

Yeppp. Thats pretty much it. BORING KAN! I TAU! Haha. Anyways, since the beginning of my sickness, people are telling me to get well soon and stuff. And i feel so touched.
"diyana syahirah; babe. aku rindu lame jokes kau. just takecare of yourself aje okay. about what you miss in sgh or imh, no worries lah. everything will come in nicely as you wanted. tired tu, kau leh letak tepi okayy? takmu risau pasal scores kau and skills seme. kau kan sakit. just bear with the chicken pox tau. aku on behalf of sgh 3 wish kau : GET WELL SOON."
This is from annisa, my cousin cum schoolmate cum team mate (((: She's the best! Hee. And to miss rahimah and the CI of ward 64, thanks for your caring. I appreciate it alot. Classmates who knew i had this sickness, thanks for your encouragement. Appreciate it alot too. You guys rock! Hehe. To friends, new or old, thanks too for your concern. Yeah.
May allah bless all your kind heart, amin.

But the two most important people i should be thanking is, babylove and alysha insyirah. They have been with me through all my sickness. Haha. Sometimes they also get the sickness, which is sumpah not my fault :D They have been there and always been there. Where ever, when ever, what ever. Chey korang! Haha. Anyways, i think i'm gonna end this post now. I told you its gonna be boring. You guys who listen, good for you. For those who didn't, i hope you receive great happiness or great dissapointness :D

To my ever wonderful bf.
I'm waiting for you call. Haha. Waiting patiently. As always. Anyways baby, thank you so much for taking care of me this past few days. I know it has been difficult for the both of us now and then, but aye, we always make it through. Remember, i'm never gonna get better if you don't keep smiling ok? (:
" You are the reason that i breathe,
You are the reason that i still believe.
No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us. "
Remember this too ok?
I love you baby.
More than anything in this world.
Mwah.

To my forever bitching partner.
ALYSHAAAAAAAAAAA :D Haha.
I thank you for your short dedication at your post. And heres yours.

Dear ally,
I'm thankful to have found someone like you. And i'm happy and thankful enough that you are happy back once again. Yes, i have been on your back, front, sides, where ever i could possibly cling on to you. Haha. I know that i'm a pain. I'm always in your business. But i do that cause i care, not cause of mere enjoyment to see you suffer. Haha. Betol, tak tipu. You don't have to apologise to me cause you make me worry and all. I totally understand. Haha. You are like that, what can i do? You have problems on your own too but yet you also was there for me when i needed you. Especially when things are low, you're always there to still suck my blood but make me happy. Haha. You said you got my back? You don't even dare to rub calamine lotion on my back lor. Pffft! But still, i lup you bitch. Haha. You always know that, so what for i must say also kan? Haiyeer. Please be happy always ok. It sucks to see you depressed.
With love,
Diyy - your all time bitch :)

Sweet kan? BIASA JUGAK. Haha. Lovelove!

So i guess thats it. Haha.
Goodbye/}

WITHOUT YOU GUIDING ME,
I'm lost and so confused.

Suppppp (: Haha. Ok, above there *points up* is a official movie trailer of new moon. Yes, the one after twilight. Haha. Its coming to singapore on 20th of November, a friday. I don't care. I'm gonna watch it. I'm gonna drag bf and ally with me. Even if bf is gonna be mad at me for dragging him to watch this kind of movie, i don't care (chey! fake je ok you. heh heh) But i really really wanna watch it. It looks so promising. Haha. And, i'm waiting for harry potter and the half blood prince to come out too. Can't wait! Its next month! :DDD

So, anyways, been stuck at home. Dead bored. I watched tv. Continued reading my eclipse. Ate alot. Omg. I need to exercise, but i can't stupid sickness.
Chicken pox, i hate you. Please go away faster. You're killing me by depreiving me of my holidays. I only have sunday to rest if this continue. So please, go away.
OR
Singapore, please raise the colour code to orange. So i don't have to pay back so many days. Haha.
Shut up. I know i'm selfish, for the second part i mean. Lol. But ayee, pandemic alert turn 6 already. Soon i guess? Haha.

I've been trying to control myself from scratching. Its so damn difficult please. Seriously. Whatever, better get now then when you're old. Even more worst. Haha.
Ok, i'm gonna watch re-runs of twilight again ((((((:
You know, robert pattinson, the guy who played edward in the movie, not quite that handsome as i thought he would be. Haha.
Taylor lautner, the guy who played jacob black, much more handsome then him.
BUT, he's still dreamy. Can't deny. Just not handsome. Heh heh.
Ok done.

To wonderful bf.
I miss you. 8 more days to tahan then can see you. Omg, i'm so gonna hug you till you cannot breathe. Haha. But really, i miss you alot.
&I mean alot. Luckily, you called me earlier on, if not, i don't think i can survive. Heh heh.
Lagi-lagi you nye prepaid dah low. Aiseyman. Tskk.
But whatever it is, you're now out. HOPING AND PRAYING THAT YOU AINT PENCAKING today.
You promised me you'll be safe. So, i hope you stick to it.
I love you, baby (:
You are my life now.
Mwah.

To moronic bestf.
You suck. Haha. Forever and always.
&You losing your voice has nothing to do with me ok. Balls :D
Lupchew.
&You're still depressed. Sick freak. Haha.
Smile always. You suck when you're not happy. Ok thanks.
And don't get angry so much la. Think funfair or what? Later got grey hair/white hair then you know. Rofl.
Ok, thanks, bye.

Till then.
Goodbye/}

LOVE ME, HATE ME,
Say what you want about me.

" 39 degress and counting. "

Supppppppp homs (: Yeah, i know. Most probably y'all should be thinking why am i not at work. Well, the answer is in the picture above, i'm not well.
Haha. I'm down with high fever and well, not flu babi, but flu ayam. No. Its not bird flu. That'll be called flu burung alysha. Haha. I have chicken pox. Arghh. So damn frustrating.
10 days of mc. Die la. My IMH posting gets burned. My holidays will get burned too. Haiyaa. Nevermind. Beats having to retain and go to april intake batch (:

Anyways, i'm only updating cause i'm waiting for the video to be sent. I wanna watch twilight over and over and over again. Till i memorize each and every line. Haha. My head is spinning.
I'm feeling like i'm in antartica. My body is aching. My body is itching but not that bad. My lips are cracking and i'm feeling hungry. Hahahahaha. Nothing much to update i guess. I'll just slowly rot at home while wishing to recover faster so that i don't have to burn my whole week of holidays. Gahh. I'm gonna watch he's not into you now. I'll be doing movie marathon i guess. My life is so miserable. Tskk :(

I want my baby now.
Can someone please don him PPE and let him come visit me?
(:
Hehe.

Today, there won't be blockquotes. I'll do it tomorrow ok? Haha.
Toodles.

YOU ARE MY PRESENT,
And your future too.

" "The talking came earlier."
I groaned.
"What did you hear?" His gold eyes grew very soft.
"You said you loved me."
"You knew that already," I reminded him, ducking my head.
"It was nice to hear, just the same." I hid my face against his shoulder.
"I love you," I whispered.
"You are my life now," he answered simply. "

Is that so sweet of whatttttttttt. Damn. Haha. Alright yo. Its sunday today. I had to go to the doctors in the morning. Well, lets just say that things aren't going my way, nor is it going any other peoples way except His way. Haha. Get what i mean? No? Well, too bad ah. Sucker. Haha. Ok, shut up.

Baby went to mat's kenduri just now. I was worried at first, but then, i think i have more important things to worried about now. Yeah. I'm sure baby will understand. Haha. He has too. If not, i'll deal with him personally. Nyahaha. Cam paham je (:
Anywhats, what i'm about to say, don't laugh ok please people. Lol. I just finish watching twilight. Yes, the movie was like last year i think and i just watched it. Haha. So kental right? I know. I don't care. I finally watched the movie after countless of remindings to my dad to buy the dvd. Tskk. Ally, i still want the movie. Haha.
Anyways, it was ok. I'll rate it 3.5/5. I prefer the book better cause its more indepth in feelings and the plot and the things and all. So yeah. Book better. Movie, not quite but still nice thou! Hehe (:

Now, i'm waiting for angels and demons to load. Yeah. The movie is new right? Haha. I don't want to be left out. Tskk. And guess what, i haven't even watch 17 again! OhEmmGee. I'm a total failure in this thing call time management. Haha. Blame my job. I'm always tired during the weekdays and i'm also always tired during the weekends *chuckles*. Whatever it is, i still love my job, just that its tiring cause its shifts! Grr. Anywhos, i wanna eat again, my head hurts, i feel like puking. Tskkk. So long lads!

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
I found this beautiful quote in the book new moon. And i think i'll dedicate it to you.
(This is so like kental. But i don't care. I love this quote)
"The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance or time and no matter how much more special or beautiful or perfect than he might be, he was irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him so would he always be mine."
Beautiful aint it? Just for you. Hehe.
You know, i find you ridiculously handsome, just how i pictured edward to be. And it seems that he's personality and you nye personality fits very well. Hehe. Like you're fated to be in his character and he is fated to be in your characted. Just that he's a vampire and you're not ((((:
Whatever it is, i know you don't understand what i'm blabbering about,
I love you dear.
That what matters the most. Hehe. Mwah!

On another note.
To moronic bestf aka my bitch.
You suck cause you're still disturbed. You suck cause you go to malaysia. You suck cause you said so yourself. Hehe.
But still, you know i lup chew still (((:

Goodbye people/}

I TOLD YOU I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE,
Don't be afraid. As long as it makes you happy, i'll be here.

" Immortality, best thing after love. "

Alright. I know. Been to long right? Centuries, millenium, whatever. Haha. Padehal-padehal. Ok-ok. This is how i break it down.

Work.

It has never been better. I'm quite comfortable with all the staffs there. Its nice to work at surgical. And i can't deny its nice to work at renal C and rehab too. Haha. Whatever it is, its nice to work there. Thou i'm not complacent with some of the things there and how it runs, its been great and i'm gonna miss working there. Seriously. Anyways, mdm norliza has been a great sub lecturer. Eventhough she stings most of the time, behind the sting, she still cares (:
She knows what i mean. Cause i only told it to her. Haha. But i bet now, miss rahimah also know already. Soon, the whole nursing teachers -___-"

Relationship.

Things have been going up and down. Like the ECG wave. Haha. So cool. But i'm glad, behind those down moments, we have learnt something from each other and that just makes the bond between us stronger. And from the happy moments together, we'll treasure with all our lives. What happen this morning, is history. We shall never repeat it again, even if we have too. Ok? Promise me (:
I love you dear. There is nothing that can tear us apart. Just our will power and gods. Thanks for understanding, or try to understand what i've been through this past few days. You are the best.
Mwah!
&Btw baby, happy belated 396 days to you!

Friends.

Friends have been great. I miss my friends. Saki, Berly, Nisha, Ain, Betty, Nisa, Ry, Iqah, Sally, Durriah. I miss them alot. If only they knew. Pffft! Haha :D
I met bitch on friday. I had to meet her to feed her food and get her $*. That bitch damn depressed like anything till i let her bully me. For her sake lah ok. Haha. Bitch also had to follow me buy stuffs. Nyahaha. Anyways, bitch is better now. I'm so happy that she is happy.
Bitch happy = i happy (:

Life besides working.

I've been reading up alot lately. And recently, i read twilight and new moon. BLOODY BALLS NICE I TELL YOU! I'm like so addicted to it right now. Seriously. Edward cullen. OHEMGEE. He's my like book bf. Hehe. Seriosuly, he's so dreamy. Every girl wants that kind of bf. Every guy wants to be him. He's so dreamyyyy. And the way the story line went, OHEMGEE, its killing me. The suspence, the romance, everything. Arghhh! I'm gonna get the next book, eclipse and then after that, breaking dawn. Then when i get the full volume, i'm gonna read it over and over again till i get bored of it. Haha. Which is gonna be like never ah (((((:
Edward, Emmet, Jasper, Alice, Rosaline, Esme, Carlise, Bella.
ARGHHHHHH! I'm gonna read as soon as i get off from this blog. Lol.
I'm watching chicken little now. And i wanna eat again. So, till then people.
And oh, i'm quite sad for my loss. I've recently loss my cousin. She passed away due to lukemia and some other problems. I'm thankful that god took her away so that she won't have to suffer anymore. What i'm sad it that, she's just 22. Sigh. Now i'm afraid of myself.
I'll always remeber you, kak saidah bte sinwan. May you join your father with peace. Amin.

On a brighter note.
To wonderful bf.
1 way.
2 say.
3 words.
4 you.
I love you.
Always have been and never will change. Remember that ok? No matter what. No matter how ugly things get. I'm sorry if i have ever made you dissapointed.
I love you still for everything. Mwahmwah! :D

To bestf fool.
Next time, finish you golden deal one please. You suck for not finishing it ah. Haha. And thanks for the bruises on my body. Its so worth it. After all you been through and after all i been through, we need to laugh it all out right? Haha. I love you bitch. Always and forever.

I RATHER DIE,
Then stay away from you.