Maybe we're trying,
Trying too hard.

Hello :)
Currently: In my mum's car otw to ttsh while updating via her laptop. Haha.
I'm so bored. Bf's prepaid is low. Arghh. Even more boring. I can't seem to verbalize with him till late in the night after 8. So i'll have to live in doom for the next don't know how many hours cause i lazy to count. Haha. You know, yesterday night i had a fun time talking to him on the phone. Haha. Irritated him with the song " halo ". And he couldn't stop saying the word halo. Haha. So cute, yet so funny, yet almost irritated me. Haha. Still, he's my sugaaar :)
He's now at tampines polyclinic accompanying his brother. Tskk. He had pancakes for breakfast and he didn't leave me some. I'm so sad. I want pancakes too but then breakfast dah habis. Haha. Tunggu je la besok-besok ke hape ke. Lol.

I asked alysha to text me yesterday right? Haha. She did know. Then we texted for awhile. Then i never reply back. Haha. Then she got worried all. Haha. So cute. I love her la. Heh heh. Yeah. The girl who thinks i'm pretty all padehal tak. I'm super ugly ok :D

I don't know what to do. Oh. I'm reaching already. Haha. Should i stay in the car or follow? I think i shall follow lah. Good girl kan. Haha. Padehal just take blood, check vital signs then can go off. Less then 15 minutes can already. Tskk. Oh-oh, mum is out of the car, she's opening the back seat door now. She's screaming at me to get off the lappy. Hahahaha. Why am i even typing this? Tskk. She ask me to wait in the car! Hooray! Haha. Grandfather is out from the car and on the wheelchair. And now they are going to the place. They're in the place and i can't see them already -_____-" Haha. So, what should i do now? AHH! I want to play don't forget the lyrics. Then maybe, just maybe, i'll find a new blogskin. Hahaha. Since last time eh? I know. Shut up :)

I'll edit this post if there is a need too. Haha. &Oh, i'll never regret my decisions on anything i made. Cause from what i see, its the best for me. Sorry if i have dissapointed alot of people. But this is life, its not fair. It was never a happy one. Till then.

Alysha still thinks that boyfriend wears skinny jeans. Haha! So adorable kan she? And she updated her blog just for me. Aww. So sweet. Hehe. Ilysm :)
One day we go watch movie together ok? Kalau bf kasi. Heh heh heh. And today is your lucky day ok i never annoy you like anything. I very good know. So must thank me. Haha. I didn't suck your blood for once. And please, i tak suke kalau you kate i lawar. Pasal i tau i tak. EEEE! Haha. Menyampah :D You the pretty one. And for gods sake i'm not even fairrrr -_______-"

♥ Kim says:
I still do.
ツ Diyy anaa. says:
we'll never be like last time. not after what we've been through.
♥ Kim said (11:29 PM):
but I'll love you always and forever
ツ Diyy anaa. says:
thank you for this moment.
i just can't seem to get over the feeling. i'm sorry.
♥ Kim says:
I'm still very mad, so much so I didnt want to have anything to do with you.
but time do the healing
For now, a pity we had to end our friendship
really, take care of yourself.
ツ Diyy anaa. says:
i still love you kim. but not like before.
again i'm sorry it has to end this way.
maybe its best for me.
i will.
♥ Kim says:
yeah maybe.
ツ Diyy anaa. says:
you take care too.
♥ Kim says:
I will.

Its a pity things have to turn out this way. Like i said, maybe its for the best. I still love you kim. But not like before. Now after what we have been through. Time will heal these wounds. But it'll never heal back our friendship. I'm sorry it had to turn out this way. Love.

Goodbye/}

I FEEL THE ADRENALINE MOVING THROUGH MY VEINS
Spotlight on me and i'm ready to break.