Thank you for all the moments spent together.
I'm not gonna talk about how we were or everything. Most of it is already said in both your blogs. I admit i was abit unglam, giving you guys the cold shoulder. But that's just how i am. I can't change it. Anyways, i know you guys will be fine without me. Everything will still go as smooth like before. I know you guys will be fine :) We will bump into each other in school when 2.2 starts. But thats ok, like what kim says, it'll pass by fast. And i'm out of both of your lives for good. So, all the best in whatever you do. In your future. Kim, i hope you get into the uni you wanted. I know you can do it. Sakinah, don't give up too easily and don't be too stressed out in things which are not too important for you right now. You know what are you're priorities and you know whats aren't. Be strong when it comes to boys & your friends ok?
Thats all i've got to say. Both of you, take care of yourself too ok? Be strong in everything. And please study hard for your 2.2.
" Time will heal these wounds, but it'll never heal back our friendship. "
Kim, i still love you. You know that.
Kinah, i do love you too.
But everything said and done. Nothing now can rewrite back history.
Goodbye, friends.
Another failed attempt to meet my needs today. Haha. Whatever. I'm leaving on friday. To somewhere only i know. I need time on my own. Like funny huh i leaving bf alone here. Haha. People need breaks from each other to get better. Well, some will get better some won't. So anyways, tomorrow will be my last day here. Then i'll be off. Anyways, ry said this in her blog.to diyy a.k.a my photogenic friend:
i'm really sorry for whatever happened between us lately. there's really a big gap between us. i just don't want to lose you as a friend. u're really a great bestfriend to me. being there for me when i need you to, scolding me when i'm in the wrong like you're my big sister & not forgetting, make me realise things. hoping that we could be like before. all those secrets we shared & those nonsense we're up to. i really don't want it to go away just like that. i really miss you & the old times.
anyway. thanks for everything dear. last long with him. (:
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I don't know whats wrong with me. I miss the old me. I miss being patient, i miss being not so sensitive. I miss not being so hot tempered. Why, why do i have to change? Why do i have to be this dark person? Why do i, of all things, have to be in this manner? Sigh. Maybe its fated. Maybe i am gonna live a miserable life. Arghh. I hate how my life is turning. But i have to love it.
Thats all for today.
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