Hello people. Yes, i'm back finally from somewhere. Haha. Well, that somewhere has been a nice experience. To catch some fresh air. To relieve stress. To connect with my inner self. &Yes. I did. Haha. My objectives of going there are met. Thou there are some family problems here and there. But i'm glad its all sorted out quickly and i had my peace and tranquility. Something which i've been longing to have since beginning of the year. So yeah, thank god i had it. Syukur.

I'm still waiting for a phone call from boyfriend. *Time check 0053* Sigh. See la. Come back here je, aku da stress. Haha.

Today, bf is going for a procedure. Then, aku pulak, tomorrow. Mak ai. Tak bagi chance seh. Haha. It still hurts every now and then. The whole day, i can predict it'll come and every two hours, last for a few hours or so, gone and back again. Wahh. I really cannot tahan and i really think there's something wrong with me. Fo' shizzle. Haha! Dope kepee. Ok merepek. Anyways, i really hope, its just a minor thing. And not a major thing. Its really been bugging me for the past few months. Last time, i could tahan, now, i can't even barely think of how excruciating the pain is. My god. Sigh. Well, lets just hope and pray for the best for the both of us. He wants to see me when he wakes up and i wanna see him too when i wake up. We fo sho don't want to leave each other. Not now, not so soon, maybe not ever :)
On a brighter note,
To wonderful bf.
I'll be praying that things will turn out right for you as well it will do for me. I know you're scared. I'm scared for you too. I'm not scared for me cause you're much more important to me. I'll be going there with ful, wan and mat ok. I'll see you there. I love you sugaaaar :) Don't leave me now. Don't lose hope on this. Don't give up faith.

Alright. I'm done. I think imma go off now.

Goodbye/}

AND I NEVER PLAN,
Growing old without you.