Hello. Well, my week went absoulutely fine. Well, not really what i had in mind. But, thats th way life is. Its never about how you want it t be, its about how you plan t control it when it happens.
So yeah. Studies aint getting any better. I almost broke down cause i couldn't understand a single thing about my bioscience. Its really frustrating cause it just aint me. I know i can do it. But that day, i can't seem to. I don't know why. Maybe my mind wasn't focused enough. Alot of things are stuck in my head for god knows what reasons they are there for. Hais.
Things took a toll when my nursing officer called me up t talk t me about my studies. About my attachment, mostly about anything that has nothing got t do w giving me th courage, confidence and motivation t strive better. Instead, she pulled me down. Down t th gut. Down t th floor. Down t th dirt. She demotivated me so much. I almost scolded her. But i didn't. I maintain my cool. So yeah. I just can't understand this kinda people. Demotivating others, sure, it gives them a good knock on their head t buck up and stuff. But hey, IT AINT LIKE AS THOUGH I'M DOING SO HORRIBLY BAD RIGHT!
Enough about that. Lets talk about friends. Yes, friends. Friends can sometimes be there for you for almost everything. BUT, sometimes, friends can't too cause they have a life of their own. BUT, once your friends starts t become a irritating specimen, that's when you realise th true meaning of friends. For eg, when i'm in a bad mood, a true friend knows when t back off and what kind of questions they need t ask in order t not irritate me. That friend should know that i'm in a bad mood and not continue t irritate me w your face, w your voice, w your body language. Please la for gods sake what do i have t do t show you that i'm in no bloody mood already? Scream till you get hurt? Is that what you want? Read my body language la please! Omg! I can't stand you!
So people, i repeat this and this is th freaking last time i'm gonna repeat it cause its seriously pissing me off.
Anyways, i'm gonna go do my bioscience now. Freaking need t.
Goodbye/}
SHE'S FALLEN FROM GRACE,
She's all over th place.
So yeah. Studies aint getting any better. I almost broke down cause i couldn't understand a single thing about my bioscience. Its really frustrating cause it just aint me. I know i can do it. But that day, i can't seem to. I don't know why. Maybe my mind wasn't focused enough. Alot of things are stuck in my head for god knows what reasons they are there for. Hais.
Things took a toll when my nursing officer called me up t talk t me about my studies. About my attachment, mostly about anything that has nothing got t do w giving me th courage, confidence and motivation t strive better. Instead, she pulled me down. Down t th gut. Down t th floor. Down t th dirt. She demotivated me so much. I almost scolded her. But i didn't. I maintain my cool. So yeah. I just can't understand this kinda people. Demotivating others, sure, it gives them a good knock on their head t buck up and stuff. But hey, IT AINT LIKE AS THOUGH I'M DOING SO HORRIBLY BAD RIGHT!
Enough about that. Lets talk about friends. Yes, friends. Friends can sometimes be there for you for almost everything. BUT, sometimes, friends can't too cause they have a life of their own. BUT, once your friends starts t become a irritating specimen, that's when you realise th true meaning of friends. For eg, when i'm in a bad mood, a true friend knows when t back off and what kind of questions they need t ask in order t not irritate me. That friend should know that i'm in a bad mood and not continue t irritate me w your face, w your voice, w your body language. Please la for gods sake what do i have t do t show you that i'm in no bloody mood already? Scream till you get hurt? Is that what you want? Read my body language la please! Omg! I can't stand you!
So people, i repeat this and this is th freaking last time i'm gonna repeat it cause its seriously pissing me off.
- Never irritate me ah. Even if i'm in a good mood, you irritate me, i swear i will bite your head off ah.
- When i'm in a bad mood already, READ MY BODY LANGUAGE BEFORE CRACKING UP A STUPID JOKE OR GIVE ME THAT STUPID FACE OR LET ME HEAR YOUR STUPID VOICE.
- Never ask more then one question about my boyf ah. Please. Nak kaypo sangat kan, nak tau sangat pasal dier kan, matair ngan dier ah. Seriously sia, stop it sia. What problem has it got t do w you kalau aku masih ngan dier ke tak? Kalau aku ngan dier ok ke tak? Kalau aku ngan dier gadoh ke tak? Kau sape? Mak dier? Kakak dier? Adik dier? Crush dier? Admirer dier? Ex dier? Matair dier? TAK KAN! Jadi takya tau la!
- Never touch my boyf ah. Please. Seriously ah. Yang pompuan tu kan ( ally, boyf, kinah, durriah & nisha should know ) nasib la eh tangan aku tak melayang kat muka kau tu. Sardine je eh kau pegang dier. HAHA. Naseb ah kau junior aku. Aku tau kau class ape pun. One more time bende ni terjadi. Habis ah geng.
- Don't want me t become ugly beast, DON'T IRRITATE ME AH!
Anyways, i'm gonna go do my bioscience now. Freaking need t.
Goodbye/}
SHE'S FALLEN FROM GRACE,
She's all over th place.
Labels: feelings, irritance.
