I know i said i'll be m.i.a-ing. I guess i just cannot stay away from this blog. It's like my soul get-a-way. CHEY AKU :D
Haha. Just some things i need t get off my chest. It feels heavy like a tight rubber band is twisted around it. Tskk. I can't seem t breathe properly.
*Dramatic much!*

Ok, start things off.
Here are a couple of things, I DON'T LIKE, friends, gfs and boyf. Please read this carefully.

1. I certainly despise two face bitches. Ok?
2. Don't tell me how t live my life. I like what i like, i hate what i hate. Don't ask me t like what i hate and hate what i like. ( Excluding boyf, th rest, comprehend? )
3. Never ever, in a million or gazillion years t come, ask me t break up w my boyf. Ok? He treats me like shit, so what? I still love him. Thats what matters. Try me asking you t break up w your loved one, tak suke kan? Aku pun la!
4. Never ever say things that i don't like. Haha. Pandai-pandai la eh.
5. Aku ni, macam main baseball, three strikes and you're out. Doesn't matter if you're my gf and friend, once i had it means i had it.
6. Never say untrue things about me. One thing i hate most are liars and story tellers. Want t make up story about me, make up a nice one. Don't talk bullcrap and all please.
7. If i don't like that certain someone, means i don't like that certain someone. Don't make me like that someone. Ok? Da tak suke tu da la. Nak pakse buat pe.
8. When i'm in this mood, DO NOT ATTEMPT TO DO OR SAY ANYTHING STUPID THAT WILL GET YOU ONE NICE BLAST FROM ME, seriosuly mate.
9. Never ever talk bad about th ones i love infront of me.
10. You treat me nice, i treat you nice. You treat me like crap, i'll give you crap. You treat me like shit, i'll give you shit. You hurt me, i'll kill you. You kill me, i'll haunt you t your death bed. You mess w me, you're messing w one strong bitch.

Ok people? Comprehend? Don't want t be my friend, please let me know. I know i'm difficult. Haha. Born that way, live w it.

So yes, this are a couple of things i want t get off my chest. Wow, it feels so much lighter now. Really. Haha.

Goodnight/}

Dear you,
Sometimes, when i wanna go out w you and friends, you don't want.
You just give an excuse that you don't want t.
Now then i know your real reason why. Its not that i understand.
I do, i perfectly do.
But you must understand me too.
You know how those boys out there can be.
I just wanna feel safe.
I just wanna have my bf by my side.
Thats all i'm asking.
Hais.
Texting is not enough. You can't do anything about it.
I hope you get what i mean.
I'm not rushing you, its just how i feel.
I love you.

ITS LIKE I CHECK IN T REHAB,
Baby you're my disease.