Good evening. Ally here. Nur Diyana Syahirah Binte Rosli, is being such a bum & is inactive in this cyber world. All she does is stay in bed & cut her toe nails. *laughs*. Nottttt. She's super busy right now. Superwoman what huh. What t do. Haha. W tt, she won't be active online & will be missing in action fr awhile. Don't worry, she'll come back. :) I love NDS mre thn TAK does. AHAH. Kay, joking. TAK, relax. :D
xx

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Tuesday, 9th december 2008.

Worked morning. Early in th morning, things were just alrighttt. Then come in th afternoon, things were not. I was so pissed off w this certain someone that i swore t myself th next time i see him, i will give one good kick and make him realise th damage he has done t me and boyf. OMG! I was seriously damn pissed off that i punched th wall ( sorry ira, i had t do it. ) Boyf just stared at me and th fight got bigger. I swear i was not me at that point of time ah. Vulgarities spewed from my mouth. Damn. I was seriously pissed off ah. If they invented a new word for being super seriously pissed off until it cannot be describe, thats how i felt that very day, that very moment. V falalalalalala yknow. Thanks ah *****!

Wednesday, 10th december 2008.

Things didn't get better. I swear, that thing is just stucked in my head. I treated my patients like crap and i received crap but for that time being i didn't give a hoot. I screamed out loud in th lift when i was alone. I was just being crazy and angry ah. Tskkk. I was like one mad woman i tell you. Hais. Afternoon was even worst! I received shit. I hold on. I became cold. I released whatever i felt. And i talked things out with boyf. I knew it was my fault for being so angry and doing th things he didn't like. I knew it wasn't my fault but i over reacted cause i wasn't happy that hoot made up a simple line that could change things.
We were ok. In th end. Perserverance.
Thank you, allah.

Afternoon. Went alone. Did th usual stuff. As always. Home with boyf. Things happen again. Omg la. Its like everyday already we have been arguing. Gaduh tanda sayang. Righttt. Ok-ed that very night also. Before he headed off back home. Uh huh. Thank you, K, for being there for me.

Friday, 12th december 2008.

Last day at ward. Blahhhh. Nothing much ah. Afternoon that day. Yeah. Home w boyf. Another thing happen. Lazy t elaborate. Really.

Saturday, Sunday, Monday, 13, 14, 15th december 2008.

Bored like crazy, D:
Short and simple. Haha.
Thought of meeting boyf. Tapi tak jadi. So yeah. Home-d all day.

Today, 16th december 2008.

Firstly, my grandmama got admitted t th hosp for something. I forgot what. I rushed t th hospital like one crazy woman like that. Frantically searching for her. Got t know she was alrightt. *Phew* Stayed w her t entertain her brothers and sisters. Then home-d w mama. Ate, bathed, prayed. Then boyf texted. And we started t talk about some things. How we were in th past and such. And i made him feel loved tday. Omg. Haha.
*Melts*

I had this urge t meet him. But then, he message me saying his prepaid low and he will be calling me later on. So, nevermind la. Haha. At least get t hear his voice, i'm alright w it. Uh huh. Thanks kellyn, you got me hooked t womanizer. Haha. Tskkk.

I'll be m.i.a-ing for awhile. I'm still not over some stuff. I need time. I just can't get over certain things. I need this people, T, A, K, D, S badly. You know who you are. Don't act like blur cock. Haha ;D

Goodnight/}

Before i forgetttttttttttttttt....

ALYSHA misses SD like v much!

&Theres only one thing you can believe its true
I live my life, for you.