I'm gonna do it like durriah. Not saying names or anything. But t call that person you. So, pandai-pandai read and figure out ok.
To you.
You were th first person i contacted when i was facing this problem. Cause why? Seriously, at that point of time, you're th first person who came in mind. I don't know why, i didn't look for th others, but i looked for you first. &I thank you, v much. For being there for me. Seriously, i am.
" No. Cause i know he wouldn't. He really loves you. I can see and sense it. Or should i say, i know it. Action speaks louder than words babe. He loves you still. "
Know who you are already? I guess so.
You tried t pull those negative thoughts away from me, but it somehow didn't work. You tried t put happy thoughts in my head, somehow it didn't work too. I don't know what it'll take for me t be th hyper diyy back again.
I'm sorry, for all th trouble i've caused. For you t perah your otak. Thinking of ways t make me feel better. Thinking of ways t assure me that things are going t be alright.
Thank you, you.
For everything. You tried t colour back my world.
Its helping, abit. Tiny.
At least, its making progress.
♥
To another you.
You were there for me. From start till finish. Ensuring i was alright. Ensuring that i didn't do anything stupid. You cried w me. You felt how i felt. You were like my soul, and i was th body. You were like my sister. You were like my mother, most importantly. You were my bestf. Don't say things like, i'm a useless bestf. Cause you're not. And never will be. I told you ample times before. So i guess, you should know who you are already.
" Gosh. Pls dun. Pls dun ever give up. I'm here to make you strong. "
It made me smile. It really did. You were th first t make me smile.
Thank you.
♥
To another, another you.
" okay. if i be you, i prepare to be left by him. & PLEASE, DON'T EVER LAFAZKAN THAT YOU WANT A BREAK-UP WITH HIM. if he still love you, just follow the flow " words from someone i trust th most.
She's th person i've known for almost a year now. She's th person i trust most in class. &In life. Cause she knows me best. And she never fails t be there for me. Even when she's somewhere outside from singapore. I know she'll try her best t be there for me.
Words can never describe how thankful i am w her. All i know is, she's gonna get something in return when school re-opens.
♥
Lastly, you.
I don't hate you.
I love you.
Never did hated you. Never will.
You knew th reason why i was angry. You knew it was never my fault t begin w. Yet you still wanna push th blame on me. What is wrong w you? Hais. I was so angry that you did that. And furthermore, you did something i hated most. And you showed attitude. What is this? If i were in th wrong in th first place, yes, you should be mad at me and all and say all those hurtful words t me. But this, i'm not even in th wrong! So why? Why this? Why am i receiving shit from you? You jolly well read what i said in th previous post. And yes, i did sticked t it. You give me shit. I return you shit. And yes, by saying i hate you, means i'm giving you shit. But you jolly well know i didn't mean it and you jolly well know i was angry. And me and you are like th same. We tend t not mean what we say when we're angry. Hais. I'm just dissapointed in you, yknow. I expected great things from you. Even after when you ask things from habib noh. I thought at least, you'll change your old habits. It did. For awhile. But like what you told me before. Old habits die fast don't they?
But all this doesn't seem t matter now. All i ask is, please be ok. Stop doing things you're not supposed t.
" Then save your relationship.
I don't know whats happening to mine. I was in love with this girl. She takes care of me very well. She always knws what i want and always listen to me. She never once fight back, never talks to me rudely, never do what i dislike. I trusted her with my whole heart. But now, she's different. She's doing the opp. Easily said, she stole my heart so she could tear it apart. "
You want that girl back? YOU CAN. Just don't do what you're not suppose t do. She will be back. I told you before. Don't do things you're not supposed t do, don't do things that will get me angry, don't do things that will tend t make this relationship float on thin ice. DON'T DO IT. I want t be that girl back. &I know you want her back t. I'm trying my best.
" Small little mistakes, can turn into big fights. "
See how this is turning into? Hais.
I love you dear. You know that.
You just never wanted t believe it.
You know i've always been there, watching you go up. Watching you change.
&You fall. W one simple mistake.
Now its hard t go back up. But i'm willing.
Willing t stay, t watch you go up again. T pick you up when you fall.
Thats what i do as GF. And thats what you do as a BF.
You pick me up when i fall, i pick you up when you fall.
It takes two hands t clap. It takes two people t tango.
Same goes as this.
It takes t people t make this relationship a perfect one.
I want it t be, do you?
I know i've said it t you already. But i'm gonna say it again.
If i were t start up an arguement, break up w you, do whatever stupid stuffs that you don't like, its never gonna be my biggest regret or biggest mistake.
My biggest regret or biggest mistake was t ever say i hate you t you.
I'm really sorry. T hope and t die for, i'm truly am sorry.
♥
Thats all.
Try t read. Try t comprehend.
Ps; happy diyy won't be back till th year 2009 or when she's perfectly alright with boyf.
Goodbye/}
ITS CRAZY,
But i'm falling apart.
To you.
You were th first person i contacted when i was facing this problem. Cause why? Seriously, at that point of time, you're th first person who came in mind. I don't know why, i didn't look for th others, but i looked for you first. &I thank you, v much. For being there for me. Seriously, i am.
" No. Cause i know he wouldn't. He really loves you. I can see and sense it. Or should i say, i know it. Action speaks louder than words babe. He loves you still. "
Know who you are already? I guess so.
You tried t pull those negative thoughts away from me, but it somehow didn't work. You tried t put happy thoughts in my head, somehow it didn't work too. I don't know what it'll take for me t be th hyper diyy back again.
I'm sorry, for all th trouble i've caused. For you t perah your otak. Thinking of ways t make me feel better. Thinking of ways t assure me that things are going t be alright.
Thank you, you.
For everything. You tried t colour back my world.
Its helping, abit. Tiny.
At least, its making progress.
♥
To another you.
You were there for me. From start till finish. Ensuring i was alright. Ensuring that i didn't do anything stupid. You cried w me. You felt how i felt. You were like my soul, and i was th body. You were like my sister. You were like my mother, most importantly. You were my bestf. Don't say things like, i'm a useless bestf. Cause you're not. And never will be. I told you ample times before. So i guess, you should know who you are already.
" Gosh. Pls dun. Pls dun ever give up. I'm here to make you strong. "
It made me smile. It really did. You were th first t make me smile.
Thank you.
♥
To another, another you.
" okay. if i be you, i prepare to be left by him. & PLEASE, DON'T EVER LAFAZKAN THAT YOU WANT A BREAK-UP WITH HIM. if he still love you, just follow the flow " words from someone i trust th most.
She's th person i've known for almost a year now. She's th person i trust most in class. &In life. Cause she knows me best. And she never fails t be there for me. Even when she's somewhere outside from singapore. I know she'll try her best t be there for me.
Words can never describe how thankful i am w her. All i know is, she's gonna get something in return when school re-opens.
♥
Lastly, you.
I don't hate you.
I love you.
Never did hated you. Never will.
You knew th reason why i was angry. You knew it was never my fault t begin w. Yet you still wanna push th blame on me. What is wrong w you? Hais. I was so angry that you did that. And furthermore, you did something i hated most. And you showed attitude. What is this? If i were in th wrong in th first place, yes, you should be mad at me and all and say all those hurtful words t me. But this, i'm not even in th wrong! So why? Why this? Why am i receiving shit from you? You jolly well read what i said in th previous post. And yes, i did sticked t it. You give me shit. I return you shit. And yes, by saying i hate you, means i'm giving you shit. But you jolly well know i didn't mean it and you jolly well know i was angry. And me and you are like th same. We tend t not mean what we say when we're angry. Hais. I'm just dissapointed in you, yknow. I expected great things from you. Even after when you ask things from habib noh. I thought at least, you'll change your old habits. It did. For awhile. But like what you told me before. Old habits die fast don't they?
But all this doesn't seem t matter now. All i ask is, please be ok. Stop doing things you're not supposed t.
" Then save your relationship.
I don't know whats happening to mine. I was in love with this girl. She takes care of me very well. She always knws what i want and always listen to me. She never once fight back, never talks to me rudely, never do what i dislike. I trusted her with my whole heart. But now, she's different. She's doing the opp. Easily said, she stole my heart so she could tear it apart. "
You want that girl back? YOU CAN. Just don't do what you're not suppose t do. She will be back. I told you before. Don't do things you're not supposed t do, don't do things that will get me angry, don't do things that will tend t make this relationship float on thin ice. DON'T DO IT. I want t be that girl back. &I know you want her back t. I'm trying my best.
" Small little mistakes, can turn into big fights. "
See how this is turning into? Hais.
I love you dear. You know that.
You just never wanted t believe it.
You know i've always been there, watching you go up. Watching you change.
&You fall. W one simple mistake.
Now its hard t go back up. But i'm willing.
Willing t stay, t watch you go up again. T pick you up when you fall.
Thats what i do as GF. And thats what you do as a BF.
You pick me up when i fall, i pick you up when you fall.
It takes two hands t clap. It takes two people t tango.
Same goes as this.
It takes t people t make this relationship a perfect one.
I want it t be, do you?
I know i've said it t you already. But i'm gonna say it again.
If i were t start up an arguement, break up w you, do whatever stupid stuffs that you don't like, its never gonna be my biggest regret or biggest mistake.
My biggest regret or biggest mistake was t ever say i hate you t you.
I'm really sorry. T hope and t die for, i'm truly am sorry.
♥
Thats all.
Try t read. Try t comprehend.
Ps; happy diyy won't be back till th year 2009 or when she's perfectly alright with boyf.
Goodbye/}
ITS CRAZY,
But i'm falling apart.
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