Alysha Insyirah Bte Abdul Malik, my special gf/wonderwoman.
Thank you for you longest dedication post ever to me. Haha. I'm so honoured and so touched. I'm writing one back for you. See, i said i'll do means i'll do kan? Haha.

Alysha, i call her Oi, Ally, Alysha or Alysha insyirah. Whichever that suits my mood at that point of time. Haha. I got to know this girl when we were in kem perkase. Haha. She said i was feirce like anything and she didn't dare to talk to me ( my god. so kental. kidding ) Haha. So anyways, yes, we first started to get along when she wished me happy birthday. I was touched. Really i was. Then we got to know each other deeper and deeper till we became who we are now. Idiotic bestfriends who won't give a shit about each other, literally. Haha.
She has this voice of a seventeen year old when my lord she's only fourteen. And she say i have a voice of a seven year old. I think her phone cocked up or something or maybe she was having hearing disabilities at that point of time till she said my voice macam seven year old. Haha. Strange woman isn't she? (:

She thinks she's very cool. Much more cooler then me. Omg la. Grow up please! You're much more kental then me can. Thinking the whole universe spins arounds you and all. Haha. And she ah, always say wanna come and see me. In the end still haven't. That time i very good already wanna come her house, she don't allow me. Toot right this woman? Then now say i don't wanna see her and all and i never keep to my word and all. Tskk. Moronic idiot sia. Haha. And this dumb here, thinks i'm so beautiful like what like that padehal she's way more gorgeous then me with her big fat pinchable cheeks and long flowing thick hair like ugly betty. My god ah. She blind or what say i beautiful? Padehal she's more beautiful then me ah. Tskkk.
Woman, just admit can? I can find 10 people in 10 secs who can say you're way more beautiful then me ah. Chey! Confirm kembang eh? Haha!

What she say is true, we spend one hour or more arguing over the same thing over and over again but we never got tired of it cause she'll be all random and i'll be all random and we create new things to fight about. Haha. V cool yknow. Haha. So much to talk when i text with this woman. Yeah. Like never ending gitu. Haha. She, such and ahole you see. Everytime she wanna win and win and win. Don't allow other people to win you know. Only she can win like that. Haha. She kan QUEEN. QUEEN OF ALL THE KENTALANS :D

Eventhough she has royalty, she treats me like a princess. Haha. She make sures that i eat and all. She's a v caring friend, really she is. If you never eat, she'll come up with one thousand and one things to say till you'll eat i tell you. Thats why i love her. She's always there to take care of me when sometimes i thought another person would. She'll never get tired of all my nonsense. Haha. Eventhough she knows i'll suck her blood or pluck her veins or whatever la, she still can tolerate all my shit and urine. Haha! See how much she loves me and i love her? From a stranger to a friend, now a friend to a bestfriend. Damn, good times. Hehe.

Sometimes, when she's a pain in the bottoms, she's actually doing a good deed for me cause she's making me happy. She knows alot of ways to make me happy eventhough she says she doesn't. Shetupid fool right this girl? Haha! She knows she'll be there for me 24/7, insyaallah and she knows i'll be there for her 24/7 too, insyaallah. Provided if i still live la. Heh!

So all in all, alysha insyirah = disgusting, moronic, idiotic, shetupid fool, bloody fool, ahole, biatch, annoying much, irritating like nobodys business, talkative like hell, a loser, a freak, a toot, my bestf, (: THE GIRL WHOM I'LL LOVE TILL DEATH DO US PART.
Cause she's the one.♥

Siti Nurdurriah, my awesomest bestf.
She really brighten up my day with her tight unexpected hug just now. Infront of a patient just now. OMG! Haha. So sweet kan she? Hais *Melts* Hehe. (EH! AKU STRAIGHT EH KORANG.)
Anywhats, she's the best can? She's been there for me when alysha is somewhere in her dreamland. Thinking of milan or paris or whereever she wants SD to bring her. Hahaha. She helped me alot. Especially yesterday and this morning punyer morning. She helped me to pull through. She thought me a most valuable lesson. " Never give up the ones you love cause you'll really regret it in time to come. " Without her, i think kan, nomore US.

I appreciate all her hardwork, her enthusiasm to keep my relationship alive. She's my awesomest bestf. Noone can ever take her away from me ( ok fake la, family, her other girls, mister love can. lain sume takle eh! ) I don't know how i will be like without her by myside. Maybe this ugly duckling yang the most burok version of all. Yang ade calar sini calar sane. Wound sini wound sane. Mane tau ade gangrene juga. Hahahah :D
She can be my mother, she can be my sister. Most of all, she's my bestf. The one who will always scold me when i want to do something stupid ( she and alysha can become partners in crime for this. confirm i'll live a living hell. ) She tells the best advises. She always feels me and i feel her ( alysha don't jealous la. i feel you too. haha. but i like still love to bully you ah. ) I really treasure her alot.

I never found someone who can feel me like she does. I never found someone whom i can click with very fast. I never found someone who can understand me like crazy like betol-betol nye understand. I think god made me befriend her for a reason. Cause i think god made me want to live again instead of letting me down and feel almost everything and think almost anything and stop beating myself up, literally.

All in all, durriah = lovable, hugable, friendlist, sweetest, prettiest, funniest, cutest, adorable-est, caring-est bestf i could have.
I LOVE HER SO MUCH CAN.
She's gods give sent from above,♥

Muhammad Taslim Ali Khan, my everything.
Eventhough things aren't as good as it seems now. I know you know, we both know we love each other so much and we don't want this relationship to end. Not now.
When i first know you dear, i was like " confirm ramai pompuan suke nye. haha. standard la kan. " I couldn't fall for you. Not till a month later when suddenly, snap! I fell for you. What caused it? Till now, i don't have a definate answer but maybe, something you did or something you said, made me fell for you. As days goes by, i got to know you deeper and deeper. Survivng all obstacles you throw at me. I really wanted to be strong at times, but the obstacles you threw at me can be quite, hard. And that cause me to loose hope and i wanted to loose you right away.
But, your friend ( who is no longer have any connection with me due to a reason ) gave me the strength and courage and determination to not give up and fight for whats right. And yes, it helped me pulled through and before i know it, 4th may was the day.

I couldn't believe after that day i was yours. I felt, i was dreaming. I was like, confirm this is just a joke, confirm we'll break up soon one. You throw me more and more challenges. I faced them with an open mind and open heart. Without knowing, a month came. Then two, three, four, five and now sixth. As days, weeks, months go by, the challenges are getting tougher and tougher but we managed to pull through together. Yes, sometimes, we both exchange hurtful words to each other. Do things to hurt each other. Alot of quarrels alot of everything. But we still manage to stay as one. Because we apologised. We know who is in the wrong and all. We compremized. And we work things out.

Happy times with you are priceless. I enjoy every single moment of it. Really. I've never been happy in my life whenever i'm with you. Seeing you smile. Hearing you laugh. Feeling the warmth of your hug. The tenderness is your kiss. Your everything, ohhh the feeling. I can never replace it. I swear its true. " Nobody can beat me in this world. Only you. "

I'm sorry all this while i have been a jerk, a pain in your ass. A useless gf who always makes alot of mistakes. I know i'm human. I know i tend to make mistakes again and again. Hais. I just wish. One day, i will turn into, miss perfect. So i can jaga you without you getting hurt. You would be happy, i would be happy, we would be happy. Isn't that wonderful? Hais. But all is just a dream. Allah didn't make me perfect. Thou how much i tried to work and try to be one, he just doesn't allow me or i need more hardwork or maybe it'll come but later. I don't know. I just keep on trying and hoping and praying that i can be that perfect girl you're looking for. I just hope its soon.

You've been there for me, you're always there to ensure that i'm safe back home. Sometimes took the initiative to send me back all the way home, be it tampines or serangoon north. Oh, how much i love you. Only god knows.

I can never think of losing you, cause i don't want to. I can never think of stopping myself to love you, cause i always do. I can never think of stopping myself to think that you're a nobody, cause you're my everything.

I really hope, things will turn out better soon. I really hope, i can be that perfect girl that you've waiting for. I just hope, this will last.
IF I COULD LOVE SOMEONE ELSE, I WOULDN'T. CAUSE NOBODY WILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO. AND NOBODY ELSE COULD. CAUSE YOU'RE THE ONLY GUY WHO HAS THE KEY TO MY HEART AND SOUL.
You're an angel, gods sent from above. To take care of me. To love me always.
I really love you, muhammad taslim. From the bottom of my heart. I'm truly sorry for all the wrongdoings i have done to you, really. You never know how much i've regretted it. Hais.
I love you, bi.♥