its 0737am now and i'm awake and updating. hahahaha. i didn't sleep the whole night. i was up all night wirid. with my dad. yeahh. thats the reason why i didn't reply to your text, its not that i was asleep. anywhatts, i'm really weak. tskk. i need my strength, but till now, my strength is nowhere with me. cause of a misunderstanding.
" show me what its like to be the last one standing.
teach me wrong from right and i'll show you what i can be.
say it for me say it to me.
and i'll leave this life behind me.
say it if its worth saving me. "
anywhats, next week. i'll be super busy. trainings are starting back. i don't know if i should go or not. maybe not. see hows my health. gyeah.
anywhatts, i have this feeling. i still will be. cause why? i'm the shortest among the team yet my stamina still doesn't suck yet thou i have asthma. kwangkwangkwang. serves you right diyy. drop your stamina la. so don't have to play anymore. teach me people!
pssst; mother! same position as you. nyehahaha. center peoples.
&so. the yesterdays post. don't bother about it. haha. i'm fine now. after much wirid-ing, i'm fine. well, maybe not fully fine fine. but just fine. cause certain people know what can really make me fully fine fine. hahahahaha. i'm talking crap. just, bear with it. ok?
and to someone so dearest to me,
you're not evil. you're just upset. i still love you the way you are. nothing less.
i apologise for everything. for making you angry, upset, losing your trust on me.
certain things, i cannot control. for eg my stepbrother.
mother doesn't want me to tell you, i can't do anything about it.
and i hate it if i have to keep it away from you.
but mother has seek forgiveness from you and me too.
i just hope you will forgive us.
i've always loved you. its not that i didn't.
but i need you, to prove it to me.
lesser love, lesser trust, lesser care.
this is what the both of us are feeling. lets work it out.
i know we can do it.
i have faith in us.
i love you. i do.
ok. so i guess, this is the end? ahhahahahaha. i'll edit this post later if anything else happens. till then, this is what it is.
goodbye/}
BOY, YOU TOOK AWAY MY HEART.
its crazy and insane.
" show me what its like to be the last one standing.
teach me wrong from right and i'll show you what i can be.
say it for me say it to me.
and i'll leave this life behind me.
say it if its worth saving me. "
anywhats, next week. i'll be super busy. trainings are starting back. i don't know if i should go or not. maybe not. see hows my health. gyeah.
- monday; AM shift. my lord. haha.
- tuesday; AM shift. prolly dinner with parents too. gosh, like finally!
- wednesday; AM shift.
- thursday; PM shift.
- friday; PM shift.
- saturday; AM shift.
anywhatts, i have this feeling. i still will be. cause why? i'm the shortest among the team yet my stamina still doesn't suck yet thou i have asthma. kwangkwangkwang. serves you right diyy. drop your stamina la. so don't have to play anymore. teach me people!
pssst; mother! same position as you. nyehahaha. center peoples.
&so. the yesterdays post. don't bother about it. haha. i'm fine now. after much wirid-ing, i'm fine. well, maybe not fully fine fine. but just fine. cause certain people know what can really make me fully fine fine. hahahahaha. i'm talking crap. just, bear with it. ok?
and to someone so dearest to me,
you're not evil. you're just upset. i still love you the way you are. nothing less.
i apologise for everything. for making you angry, upset, losing your trust on me.
certain things, i cannot control. for eg my stepbrother.
mother doesn't want me to tell you, i can't do anything about it.
and i hate it if i have to keep it away from you.
but mother has seek forgiveness from you and me too.
i just hope you will forgive us.
i've always loved you. its not that i didn't.
but i need you, to prove it to me.
lesser love, lesser trust, lesser care.
this is what the both of us are feeling. lets work it out.
i know we can do it.
i have faith in us.
i love you. i do.
ok. so i guess, this is the end? ahhahahahaha. i'll edit this post later if anything else happens. till then, this is what it is.
goodbye/}
BOY, YOU TOOK AWAY MY HEART.
its crazy and insane.
