Ok, something happened during malam raya. Only boyfriend knows. Cause he has the right to know. Haha. Sigh. Why is my health getting worst nowadays? Sedih you know. Cannot enjoy like other kids. Cannot do this cannot do that. Cannot take this cannot take that. Haiyeer. Cobaan :D
So, this is me during pagi raya. Haha. Yes, sweet kan? Tau :D Lol. I really looked much pale in life. I added some colours to make my face look like that. If not seriously, i look like either i'm dead or a ghost. Haha. Heyy, at least i put some effort to look my best during hari raya eventhough i'm in no mood for it right? Give credits to me people! (:
First day, always to grandparents house. Sadly, it always screwed when it comes to my dad side. Like, my grandmother will go missing on hari raya. Hais. So, yeah, we visited my aunty who is the 2nd eldest in the family. Talk here talk there. Eat-eat-eat. Then off we went to my 2nd nenek house at circuit road area. By that time, i was having a terrible headache and my fever came back. Haha. I asked nenek for drugs. She give me. Cool right? Lol. Chill uh gang. Panadol la. Haha. So, after taking panadol, i ate. Haha. She cooks the best ayam masak merah. Gyeah. I like. I eat eventhough its pedas and it made me tear and perspire alot. Haha!
After that, off to my grandfathers house at my mothers side. This year we came earlier then the rest. Cool uh. Tak pernah kite datang first. Haha. So waited for everyone to come and thats where the kekecohan starts. But too bad i was fast asleep cause i couldn't take it. But i woke up every few minutes just to make sure i reply boyfriends text back. Cause we were having a tiff. Whats new? Hais. But this time round, i can NEVER forget all the hurtful words that you say to me. Be it you were angry or heartbroken, i can NEVER forget it.
Home at 12am plus. Called up boyfriend. Wanted to settle things. But, hais. Put down the phone. Texted him. I fell asleep after taking my meds. I couldn't tahan my chest pain and headache and fever and i vomited out blood again. Hais. Ape nak jadi ngan kau diyana?
Today, i went to check my results. Alhamdulilah, i did well. Haha. I never expect it. But thats great. Gyeah. I hope all my other friends did as well as i am or maybe even better, (:
Looks to me that scoring 3.5 and above its not that hard after all if you put your heart and mind to it. Uh huh.
Attention people, i want to say this, haha. I'm so honoured to be invited by sakinah to go out with durriah, faridah and herself to town on wednesday. Haha. Tak sangke gitu eh. Lol. Anyways, get back to you soon, (:
Goodbye/}
To you;
I'm very dissapointed. By what you did and what you said.
Hais. But like what i always told myself, i'll love you still no matter what.
Cause i can never love any other guy like you. You're the ONLY ONE that i WANT,
&You're the ONLY GUY that i NEED.
I did what i had to do in order to make you happy. In order to not make you feel jealous.
Don't say i didn't had to do it cause i already did. Yeah.
I love you muhammad taslim ali khan. ONLY YOU.
Read that, comprehend that, remember that.
I'm still, very dissapointed in you.
I HATE argueing with you, but, i still love you.
