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day: thursday.

ok, i shall update on yesterday first. haha.
wednesday.
i planned to wake up at 8 to have my final revision for behavioural science lesson but guess what? haha. i snoozed all the way to 1130. cool or what bodoh?! haha. regretted like shit sia. then boyfriend message saying that his class leader ask them to be in school by 2. so like, i have to meet him at 1. haha. i took my own sweet time to bathe ( can you believe it? ) haha. then prayed then went down to 405 to meet baby. for the first time i saw him carrying his notes while walking to meet me. haha. mwah!

my left hand was in serious pain after i showered. was like, trying to maintain my cool by not cursing and swearing cause the pain was undescribable. haha. but i managed to tahan, and the pain weared of in like 2 hours later, yay me! haha. inside the bus, final memorizing of some important points. uh huh. reached school, headed to toilet first. haha. cause i needed to change my hand dressing. then went up to lecture hall to find my classmates. sat with them and chilled while so called revising. haha. yadayadayada, 0230 we went in to the exam hall and dammit was it cold like shit. haha!

i was telling people good luck but i myself wasn't having the confidence at all. i needed to maintain my A but i know i'll drop down to B. so yeah. whatever. haha. doesn't seem to matter now. as long as my GPA is above 3.2 at the end of the year, i'm quite satisfied. uh huh. did my paper. left the hall early. talked with sulyana. haha. prayed. went back to the lecture hall for the CP posting. thank god i had the same group and our lecturer was mr deleon. like cool shit uh. everyone was like screaming sia. haha! anyways, after the breifeing and stuff went to meet baby. then nabil, wafir, lokman, hafiz, hafiz's gf, helmi and hakim went to change. me and baby sat at the bench. talked, laughed, he made me jealous etc. haha. then it was already like coming to 7pm when we left school. everyone was thinking like confirm tak sempat nak buke. haha.

waited for bus number 2 to simpang bedok. laugh here and there. waited for nabil to come with his " gf " haha. then took the bus down. found a place to sit. which was surrounded by nurses as well. haha. i was surprised to see su with a certain someone. oh wells. ordered food. makan. talktalk. laughlaugh. then nabil planned to go geylang. haha. me and baby didn't want to cause we were in our nursing uniform and thank god we were in. haha. so, walked to the bus stop, camwhored. took bus 2 to tanah merah. me and baby alighted there then took 31 to tamp inter then took 38 to simei to lepak with nashrun, multazam and ruzaini. they played taiti and made jokes and smoke, the usual kinda thing. and they planned to buka out on saturday. haha.



around 11 plus going to 1130, headed home. took 38. reached home. decided to sit with baby skejap. talk to him about certain things. then, heh! haha. around 0100am we went home. uh huh. for the first time in my i don't know how long already, i went home at 0100am. haha. usually 10 or 11 da sampai rumah. cool or what? hee. then done, (:

today, i still don't know what i'm gonna do. so lets just see what is instored for me. haha! &oh, i have this feeling that someone whom is close to me is leaving me today. i wonder who. hais. and i'm back from simpang bedok. haha. i had an awesome time with my mummy and daddy. hee. thank you both for the laughter today. and sorry daddy for " slapping you " heh! walk-walk at tampines after that then off to serangoon home which is where i am now. baby is out to maulid with safwan and multazam. and he has a surprise for me. i wonder what is it. haha. he said, its a promise he made to himself. i said he wouldn't do it and he did. omg. i hope its something good (:

youuuuu,
thank you for yesterday ok. i had fun. and i hope you'll be ok and i'll be ok soon. and i'm sticking to whatever i texted you this morning. uh huh. i love you baby. &i don't wanna lose you. and please give me time to forget about what you did. but i swear, i'm recovering from it.
i love you, (:
" cause if i got you, i don't need money.
i don't need cars, boy you my all "
mwah!



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