okkkk, haha ;D
tuesday.
met birthday boy in the morning as usual. uh huh. early morning already he sempot. aiyoo. he made me freaking worried i tell you. heh. reached school, i didn't know we started training at 0830am. tau dapat tydo lagi skejap seh. arghh. haha. anyways, first was pre-op care then followed by i forgot. heh! can't remember. sorry eh. lagipun, tak penting pe kan kepade korang. hehe. ended school at 4. went to lepak with boyfriend at simei. then 6 plus we went to meet ruzaini and his cousin, nurul islam at tampines mall pizza hut. uh huh. buke there. i tell you, two people loves cheese oh so freaking much till they put em in their soup. haha. cute people, (:
after that they went to smoke. haha. i tried on boyfriend's uniform. ah kau. besar or what sia. haha. two times my size. cool right? lol! then we left them, we did more further lepaking at tampines. gyeah. left at 9 plus. pass boyfriend his birthday present. then back home. yeapp.
baby,
i hope you liked what me and my MUM gave to you. hehe.
be a good boy always ok baby.
take care of your health cause sometimes i can't take care of you and you know why.
you'll forever be my love and no one can replace that ok.
remember that always.
diyana sayang taslim sorang, tidak ada sesiapa lagi dalam hidup diyana.
i love you baby, (:
happy 17th birthday.
may all your wishes come true and i hope you enjoyed our lepaking session at tampines.
hehe. all the best for your results.
mwah!
wednesday.
met boyfriend in the morning as usual, and again, he sempot. argh. ok. then went to school. yadayadayada. ended at 2pm. went home with " daeightdiamonds" haha. talked some things with boyfriend. headed home at 5 plus. at first, i didn't want to, i wanted to meet iqah and sally at woodlands. tapi tak jadi. cause i really wasn't in the mood. so i headed to my kak sedares house. buke there then back home after jeritan sepi which i slept halfway. arghh. haha.
sudden spike fever, chest pain, very super bad headache and semput.
could my night had gone even much worst? it did.
arghh. i was really dissapointed with someone cause the person didn't see the picture clearly. the person couldn't get my point. i was crying and trying to catch my breath at the same time after the last phone call. sigh. i managed to sleep. thanks mummy for being there, (:
when i woke up, i read this message sent by that person. i replied back. infront of my food i was crying. i ate. i didn't even reach 5 spoonfull of rice, i'm already full. i sat there. hoping and praying you get the picture. drank warm milk. prayed and slept.
today, thursday.
i woke up at 7am. ok. not much sleep right? i can't sleep. i was in difficulty of breathing and my body damn bloody hot. so i decided to just rest and listen to music. i managed to close my eyes again at 9am to then wake up at 10. and gosh was my headache getting worst. i washed my face and looked at the mirror. my sore eyes was getting better but i looked pale then ever. i kept thinking about what you swore yesterday. it'll never go away. arghh. i hate myself.
you called me at 2pm plus telling me you're going out and you loved me. sigh. i'll stop here.
&heres a little something for you;
The Smell of your hair
The taste of your kiss
These are the things
That I will always miss
The sound of your voice
The feel of your hand
They affect me in ways
You could never understand
The love in your heart
The peace in your eyes
They make me feel
Like I want to cry
You are a gift
That God gave to me
And I can just feel
That we are meant to be
I'll love you forever
I hope you do to
NO ****ING MOOD.
