day: still saturday. lazy to edit post so create a new one.
I'm so having mixed feelings now.
Arghhh.
I hate myself.
I hate myself for knowing him in the first place.
If i haven't have known him,
He wouldn't have this dream.
Then i wouldn't have to be so stressed about it.
Thou i know i can not be stressed about it.
But i still am cause its concerning me.
And it can affect the r/s.
At this point of time, i really wish i have never ever met a single guy.
Except for bf, ):
sucker. argh!