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Almost hari-hari gaduh. Biler nak stop ni you? Penat seh i macam gini. Hari-hari nangis tak stop. Hais. Biler kite nak betul-betul bahagia ni? You tau i tak boleh stress-stress sangat. Hais. Lama-lama botak jugak seh i tarik-tarik rambot dengan segalanya. Dah lah pening seratus macam, stress lagi. Aiyoo.

Is it me or is it you or is it the both of us? I harap-harap sekali satu hari mata you akan terbuka dan you akan finally realise yang i tak pernah buat apa-apa belakang you. Semua i bilang. Tak pernah tak bilang. Seriously seh you, i macam, "Mane trust yang you cakap you berikan kepada i?" Macam gitu you tau tak? Hati sakit, sakit sekali.

How i wish i could be very perfect for you. A gf who doesn't give problems since the beginning. A gf who is very caring, who is very sweet, who is ver unproblematic, a gf who is simple. Whatever you want in your type of a girl. I just wish, i just wish i could be the best gf you ever had. Really i do.

Tapi walau apepun, i tetap sayang you. I always have.

Arghh, i hate it when friends ask;
" Amaciam kau ngan taslim? "
" How are you and your bf? "
" Kau ngan matair kau how? "
And i have to fake a story or just smile.
When can i proudly say, " We're both doing just fine. " ?