♥NDS,

i admit. eventhough it has only been 1 and soon going to be 2 days i haven't met him. i miss him like shit already. cause why? communication breakdown. grr. i can't seem to call him, text him whenever i want. its so hard really. the urge to call just to say " i miss you " or " i love you " can't be done due to some reasons. sighsighsigh. oh wells, lucky enough i'm meeting him tomorrow. if not, i think i'll die due to this. haha! i just hope and pray that he'll call me tonight. really i hope. * cross fingers *

well, singapore hasn't been doing well in the olympics. i'm not surprised at all really. haha. i've been supporting other countries then singapore. not trying to be whatever, just that i feel, they're much better. so yeah. whatever.

today, i practically stayed home to do my CN revision plus watch the olympics. i did alot of things i could to keep my mind of remembering boyfriend. haha. its not that i don't want to remember him, its just that i want to concentrate on my test and not miss him too much. yeah. and oh, i helped out with my brothers revision too. uh huh.

you know what! i kinda liked emo-ed abit after i bathed. hahahaha. i was like listening to stay close don't go i don't know how many times ah. seriously man. that sucks. see how much i miss my boyfriend. grrrr :'(

i'm off to sleep now. bf, if you're reading this, you're welcomed to call me anytime you want. i'll be awake just to hear your voice.

" You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight "

I MISS BOYFRIEND LIKE FRIGGING ALOT :(