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Saturday, August 16, 2008

yesterdays motivational talk was fun. i really enjoyed it, (: thanks yo. haha. but too bad that " happiness " lasted for awhile. after that, i thought i wanted to go home with boyfriend. but then.... oh wells. * sarcastic laugh * haha. so i made my way out from school. passing by the gang. umi catched up with me. but by then i had like bruises already? huhu. cool shit uh. umi forced me to tell her what did boyfriend say, but i just kept quiet and walked. walked and cried. hahahaha. cool combination really. then i started to slow down, let the gang pass by me. then umi and me was behind the gang. three people was behind us. one of them whom i was supposedly supposed to go home with eventhough i didn't feel like it but i really wanted to cause he was the one i love. i throwed tantrum at the wall or the fence. really cool thing to do. * to SOME people, i didn't mean it. really. * then i burst out to umi while walking to simei mrt station. i feel so h-e-l-p-l-e-s-s.

i told her everything. everything that i felt for that past three days. thank god she understands. sigh. three people has already gave me the answer to my problem. but i don't want to use that solution. i want that to be the really last resort. yeah. reached simei mrt station, i hide behind the board. cause i know he won't see me. hahaha. i'm good at hiding. so i saw him and two friends just gracefully walking pass by us, (: i saw batt. yeah. checking the hair infront of the photo id booth. lol. funny person. went up to the platform cause i dread taking the bus. i know i'll bump into him. so yeah. then i saw batt again at the platform. asked questions and all. and i broke down infront of batt. yadayada, accompanied the gang to pasir ris. they bounced back. i dropped at tampines. called up batt. went to macs infront of kfc. joined ira and batt. thanks guys for trying to make me feel happy, (: went to tampines mall after that to jj. haha. then went back home.

to ira; i had fun with you too love! thanks once again ok for making me feel happy. you guys tried really hard and kinda succeeded. but you both know what i really want and who will make me feel really happy right? but thanks for trying really. and i promise, nomore walls, (: thanks mommeh and daddeh for making this daughter of yours laugh. haha. much love! and please ira, meet up more often! hehe.

to sally; thank you sally. i'll try to be happy once again ok, (:

" sebandingkan sejarah lama,
kau tahu ku benar setia. "

my heart is putting up a fight. it'll never give up till it gets what it wants. please syg, understand and comprehend and remember who you are to me. i love you.


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