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day: friday.
When I’m not talking to you, I’m thinking of you.
When you’re away, I’m hurting inside for you.
Heart sinking,
Belly aching,
Mind numbing,
Hurt for you.
I miss you.
When I’m talking to you, I’m thinking of us.
When you’re with me I come alive.
Heart beating,
Belly flying,
Mind racing,
Alive for you.
I love you.
i woke up at 0645. due to revision last night till 3am and i overslept. tskk. met up with boyfriend at interchange. i was already moody in the morning and i tried my best to not show it infront of boyfriend. but it somehow got out. so yeah. i cried infront of nisa. i told her every single thing that i felt yesterday and this morning. and she told me what happened yesterday at RSAF. what she saw. arghh. stressed ): practical, we did PBL presentation. it was quite alright. laugh abit here and there. but still didn't had the mood. and i was dying to know what happened at RSAF. so i asked him and i got to know the answer, thank god it wasn't that killing. but it killed me abit. yes you, it did.
behavioural science there after. talked to siti. haha. she has funny stories, (: *please eh siti, bace ni takmo kembang please. lol* i just hope this sunday jadi. lau tak jadiiiii, wah sot ah! haha. anyways, met boyfriend at cafe two. he was with hafiz, one life skills teacher, helmi, nabil and hakim. uh huh. talktalk. laughlaugh. then left. met nashrun. then i got to know something. i feel sad for nashrun. really i do. but heyy, like what you told me last time, kalau takde jodoh takmo sedih ok. cheer up friend. you still have your faithful members around you, (:
walked to simei. lepak. played taitee. then safwan joined us. yadayadayada. dispersed at around 3 plus 4? me and boyfriend went to do more further lepaking. uh huh. hehe. left at around 7 plus coming 8. umi called me. she told me something. i was damn fucking pissed off i tell you. nabei toottoot. daripade bukan hal aku sekarang name aku termasok. wahhhhhhhhh, sot ah! boyfriend listened to the conversation too. i managed to laugh. despite being hell pissed. anyways, after that, he sent me home. then now, here i am. hah! obviously kan. anyways, boyfriend went out for pencak. i'm just hoping and praying that he'll be ok and he's hand will recover soon. uh huh.
alright then. i'm gonna do some revision. and ohoh! before i forget, i got 41/50 seh for my clinical nursing test. nabei. didn't expect it at all siak. ahha. i thought i'll be like, just pass or 3o gitu. skali, fulermak. ahha. highest babe, (: alhamdulilah, terima kasih allah. ok then. ohoh! before i forget again.
to this certain someone la eh, whoever who terase tu kau peh pasal.
please eh. from aku takde kene mengene ngan korang peh arguement, teros name aku ade. ape ni sia? this problem is about you and her and him. not me. why must i be in this situation? why must my name be there? and why must you ungkit about the past? fcuk betol. kau tu, dah potong jalan orang tu buat hal potong jalan orang ah! and please eh, at that point of time, she was interested in someone else and she only has a crush on him! get your facts right you bitch! and you better make sure to not babitkan name aku ngan matair aku lagi. so much for, THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP WHEN I'M SICK!
" don't take me for granted. "
