nadiah bby; happy birthday to you! haha. hope you had a kick ass birthday today aite. take care darling. lovelove!

alright. school wasn't that bad. morning, had combined lecture clinical nursing. shetupid teacher ask us to sit according to register number. dah tu takpe, my class is allocated at the back. haiyeer! haha. but whatever lah. after that had life skills lesson. we told the teacher our final project and he let us off super early. like woah. hah. went to makan at cafe two. then went to forum to watch a skit. then when we're going up to the locker, amirah pengsan. at first we thought like, maybe she terjatoh ke hape ke. sekali, eh! dier pengsan. then everyone all rush to her. haha. irritatingirritating pun kiter tetap care for dier jugak tau. so, ali and atiqah went to sent her to CDC to wait for her dad to come and fetch her while we proceed to the locker. camwhored with ry. and again i cried. till end of practical lesson. sigh. practiced on insertion of NG tube. p.e next. did rounds around the field then played soccer for awhile then rested. then waited for ry to finish her so called detention. waited with azizah and umi. then we went our seperate ways. umi, azizah and alif waited for ali. me and ry proceeded to tampines mall to meet ruzaini. he blanja us LJS. thanks eh ruzaini! laughed here and there. but i really wasn't in the mood. ry could tell i was faking it. haha. i'm getting suckier at hiding my feelings already. sighh.

took the train with ry. back home now at serangoon north. soon later will be going back to tampines when my cousin comes here to take care of my grandfather. yeah. tomorrow, i have a match. but superduper lazy to go. SO, if i'm not lepaking with bf, i'll be meeting my mom at town with my cousin or i'll be meeting atherah cause she needs to see me urgently and we'll be starbuck-ing or i'll just sit home. yeah. morning, practical then followed by behavioral science then end of school. yay!

you,
i really miss the old us. where we used to be happy. i hate how i'm feeling now. and i'm sure you hate it too. i wonder when this is gonna end? its really killing me down deeply. seriously. i miss your hugs. i miss your kisses. i miss everything :( how i wish i could turn back time and not ask you that question and all of this will never happen. sigh. but... its just so hard for me to forget about it. arghh. i love you syg. i really do :(

no mood. done. bye dumbs.