ok , back t update . first and foremost . i gotta make a dedication t someone .
t keekee ;
i'm sorry ok i missed todays training . i know you're pissed off but hey , i wanna make someone else happy too . i had t make a difficult decision just now . i'm sorry . i know a sorry won't plaster everything that has happened , all th fights and quarrels this past few days especially yesterday but hey , you're th one thats understand me more then th rest does . well , bf and mother are exceptions . i'm really sorry . i don't want our friendship t turn sour . please . this is th last . i'm hoping theres nomore . cmon la keekee , 1o years ain't worth it for what has happened this past few days ah . i'm reallyreallyreally sorry .
alright . thats done .

i had t miss training due t some situation . stayed home all day . yeah . i missed out on brother's match too . nevermind . i'll go on wednesday . everyone is dissapointed in me . like wtf ah . ok like , keekee is dissapointed cause i missed out todays training . brother is dissapointed cause i missed out on his match . cousin is dissapointed cause i couldn't help him t jaga his baby today . i'm like , why am i in th wrong sia ? mom needs me more then you guys . can't you understand ? and cmon lah adik , i know you're better then this ah . mom needs me more then you do . does me coming for th match or missing it really that big of a deal ? if i go , who's gonna take care of mom ? please la adik . i know you're wiser and matured then this ah .

and cousin , please ah . you know your aunts situation what . missing a date with friends is much more important t you then family ? i'm th one who should be dissapointed in you ah . grow up la . you always acted like a big brother t me . cause i never had a big brother . why now th sudden change of attitude ? and keekee , i should have told you . but i'm just afraid that you knowing makes mom worry cause you know she treats you like her own daughter and you know she doesn't want you t worry cause it'll end up like last time . so yeah . thats why i couldn't tell you and thats why i couldn't come for training today . i hope you guys now bloody understand ah . i don't want t do it but hey , its my mom . my own flesh and blood . respect it ah .

dee tagged me again , after th survey , i'm done . bye bitch .

tagged by my darling dee:
Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you name them. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. Have FUN!

1. Taslim Ali Khan .
2. Syirain Hamzah .
3. Keekee .
4. Ally .
5. Emmalyna .
6. Nadiah .
7. Dee .
8. Umi .
9. Julie .
10. Atherah .
11. Ira Atiqah .
12. Shazz .
13. Danny .
14. Nashrun .
15. Multazam .
16. Safwan .
17. Saiful .
18. Ray .
19. Danial .
20. Via .

A.) How did you meet 14? ( Nashrun )
- friendster , boyfriend's bestfriend .

B.) What would i do if i never met 1? ( Taslim Ali Khan )
- then i'll still be writing empty pages in my book of life .

C.) What if 9 & 20 dated? ( Julie & Via )
- lebs are back ! haha .

D.) How about 16 & 17? ( Safwan & Saiful )
- gays are back ! haha . OMG ! won't happen la .

E.) Describe 3. ( Keekee )
- she's th best i could ever ask for .

F.) Is 8 Attractive? ( Umi )
- of course she is C:

G.) Describe 7. ( Dee )
- th everything under th sun kind of girl . haha .

H.) Do you know any of 12's family members? ( Shazz )
- i know her cousins , ziezie and zimah .

I.) What would you do if 18 confessed that he/she likes you? ( Ray )
- OMG ! no ah . haha . he won't busted taslim . besides , he loves nana C:

J.) What language does 15 speak? ( Multazam )
- english , malay and other languages that he can speak ah . haha !

K.) Who is 9 going out with? ( Julie )
- no one . she's single . haha !

L.) How old is 16? ( Safwan )
- err , i think 17 this year ah . haha !

M.) When is the last time you spoke to 13? ( Danny )
- few days back .

N.) What's 2's favourite band/singer? ( Syirain Hamzah )
- those hardcore kinda songs .

O.) Would you ever date 4? ( Ally )
- why not ? haha !

P.) Would you ever date 1? ( Taslim Ali Khan )
- still am dating :D

Q.) Is 19 single? ( Danial )
- nopenope .

R.) What is 10's last name? ( Atherah )
- starts with th letter M C:

S.) Would you ever date 11? ( Ira Atiqah )
- dated before . haha .

T.) What is 3's School? ( Keekee )
- mdis .

U.) Where does 16 live? ( Safwan )
- simei , tamp ? err , i don't know . haha !

V.) What is 5's favourite thing? ( Emmalyna )
- MEMEMEMEME ! kan emma ? haha !

W.) Have you seen 2 naked? ( Syirain Hamzah )
- no ! haha . tak senonoh betol .

Y.) Have you met 20? ( Via )
- she stays at th phili .

Z.) Out of the 20 , who do you love the most?
- 1 t 12 , 19 and 2o . haha !