" maafkan bila ku tidak sempurna ,
cinta ini mungkin tidak ku cegah ,
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita ,
cintaku padamu .
bila bahagia mulai menyentuh ,
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama ,
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta ,
ketika ku bersujud "

skipped morning training and afternoon training . haha . oh wells . i don't care that much ( chey aku ! ) haha . i'm tired laaah . everyday training . super sian yknow . want t go out also so difficult . always can go out either after 5 or before 7 . its like , woah ! haha . merepek kerepek . complain is what i do best , yet i didn't even do anything about it :D

stomach is killing me . stupid cramps . i hate you ! haha . but its gonna be over sooooon . i hope . i can't go another day saying " damn you ! please leave me alone la ! " haha . people think i'm crazy . i did shout it out aloud when i went t th kedai mama just now in th morning . LOL . luckily , human beings now adays have a broader mindset . they knew i was in pain , so they just smiled . mwahahaha ! thank god .

keekee skipped training too . ass . i never go training she also never go training . haha . copycat sia this girl . pfffft ! have your own life please keekee . haha . whatever it is , she camed by in th afternoon exactly before mama stepped out from th house . and so this idiotic girl went " mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! " and ran and hug her macam da 4o tahun tak jumpe gitu padehal kite tinggal dekatdekat . siow punye anak :D so , this tak taw malu girl came into th house and ordered me t get her a drink and i was like , wtf ?! haha . aku taw la ni rumah aku . alamak . so i told her , " you're a regular customer here so please take it yourself . you know where th kitchen is . " and i smiled widely . serves you right bitch ! haha . anyways , we watched ayat-ayat cinta and zomg ! i didn't know that keekee is super sensitive la please . haha . she cried like horrible just now . but its a sad story la . really it is . risking your loved ones just t make th other person happy . awwwwww :(

people say , " if you really love th person so much , you have t let th person go . if he/she is meant for you , he/she will come back . " haha . i don't quite believe it at first . but when i watch ayat-ayat cinta , then i was like , woah ! haha . but , this one abit different la . th girl ask th guy t drop th tunang thing then go tunang this girl who is about t die then ya . haha . but its like th same laaa . tak banyak pun siket . but th thing that really touched me was th girl letting th guy go t be with someone else eventhough da about 1 month gitu dorang tunang . i went like , awwwwwwwww ! haha . ok . stop being emo now .

&i saw this at one of my friend punye friendster . and i think its kinda meaningful . haha . here it goes ;
" tak perlu mencari teman secantik BALQIS ,
jika diri tak seindah SULAIMAN ,
mengapa mengharap teman setampan YUSUF ,
jika kasih tak setulus ZULAIKHA ,
tak perlu diri menjadi seteguh IBRAHIM ,
jika tidak sekuat SARAH ,
mengapa didamba teman hidup seistimewa KHADIJAH ,
jika diri tak sempurna RASULULLAH S.A.W .

tak guna kalau ada MATA tapi tak tau MELIHAT .
tak guna ada HATI tapi tak tau MENILAI . "
HEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

keekee says hello btw . now , i'm gonna bank in money and get my hair cut .
bye dumbs .